John Mayer - Battle Studies
http://www.sendspace.com/file/5dx7c1

Nicolay - City Lights Vol. 2 : Shibuya
http://www.sendspace.com/file/lb8mce

KENNA

NERD

Soldier ft. Santigold

I, personally, do NOT consider Wale TRASH

shout out to Quez. lol
Wale - Let it Loose ft. Pharrell

Robin Thicke - Sex Therapy

here

it may not mean nothin to y'all

Nicolay - Lose Your Way

here

Who Says I Can't Get Stoned?

John Mayer - Who Says

Salvador - Lord I Come Before You

LORD I COME BEFORE YOU
by VIPACCESS6996

i love this album

KiD CuDi - Man on the Moon : The End of Day

JOHN MAYER AND JAY-Z

skeet skeet... in my pants...
LINK TO MP3

Jay-Z - BP3 + Bonus Advance Trax

GET IT
It's a str8 classic

Jay-Z - venus vs. mars

http://www.zshare.net/audio/64802822e7664c9e/

JJ - I Wanna Know (Foreign Exchange Cover)

check it out, kids

LOVE IS REAL VOL. 3

Get It



and in case you missed em, Vol. 1 & Vol. 2

michael jackson - the remix suite

Universal Motown Records has enlisted the hottest producers in the game to pay homage to Michael Jackson by remixing their favorite tracks from The Jackson 5's timeless catalog of gems and jams. Akon, Swizz Beatz, Q-Tip, Ryan Leslie, and Rodney Jerkins are just a few of the superstar producers who are featured on „Michael Jackson - The Remix Suite". Boasting more than 20 innovative renditions of popular hits such as "ABC" and "Dancing Machine," along with obscure classics like "Maria" and "Skywriter," Michael Jackson - The Remix Suite will be released in five digital bundles of five songs. The first bundle—featuring Polow Da Don, The Neptunes, Dallas Austin, Salaam Remi, and Stargate—will be available for digital purchase on August 25, followed by a new bundle every two weeks leading up to the physical release of the entire collection on October 27. "It's no secret that Michael Jackson's phenomenal talent inspired countless entertainers," says Universal Motown President Sylvia Rhone, who spearheaded the making of Michael Jackson - The Remix Suite.

"But his music also inspired many of today's finest producers. That's why we thought it would be exciting to invite them to put their own unique spin on his work. From Michael's amazing vocals to the great melodies, grooves, and arrangements―the material they had to work with is so incredibly rich. It's inspiration feeding inspiration and the results are fantastic." Michael Jackson - The Remix Suite is as diverse in sound as its dazzling array of notable producers, which includes Tricky Stewart, DJ Cassidy, Steve Aoki, Frankie Knuckles, and Benny Blanco, among many others. "We jumped at the opportunity to be involved with this project because Michael is a legend who influenced our entire career and redefined the world of music," says Pharrell Williams from The Neptunes, whose seductive and synthy reworking of "Never Can Say Goodbye" is anchored by an irresistibly heavy bass line. Michael Jackson - The Remix Suite is not a somber tribute to an iconic legend gone too soon. It is a fun, fresh, and funky testament to the infinite mass appeal of the early works of Michael Jackson and The Jackson 5 that will inspire, uplift, and electrify listeners for generations to come.

Michael Jackson - The Remix Suite (Bundle 1) (2009)
01 - Dancing Machine (Polow Tha Don Remix)
02 - I Wanna Be Where You Are (Dallas Austin Remix)
03 - Never Can Say Goodbye (Neptunes Remix)
04 - ABC (Salaam Remi Remix)
05 - Skywriter (Stargate Remix)

Total Size: 24,98MB

http://sharebee.com/4be24927

http://rapidshare.com/files/266394368/Michael_Jackson_-_The_Remix_Suite__Bundle_1___2 009_.rar.html

http://www.badongo.com/file/16528885

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=DBF1TLYT

http://www.zshare.net/download/639916922e48aac9/

http://depositfiles.com/files/w8tncfc7t

I'm Good

ffvii advent children complete

is probably one of the best "animes" i own
and i use the term "anime" loosely

but still. killer on blu ray with extra stuff

ok so this remix album is kinda hard

Michael Jackson - The Remix Suite

so i have a newfound hatred for

eminem. marshall mathers.
kind of sucks now.

new

^Kyosuke Himuro & Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance) - Safe & Sound (Final Fantasy VII)

HEY HEY (NEW KENNA)

Imitation Is Suicide (RJD2)
edit - since no one seems to understand and it's driving me crazy, people are saying, "omg! Kenna used auto-tune! blah-blah-blah!"
let's think about it: what is the most commonly imitated technique in music today?
auto-tune, right?
what's the title of this song?
imitation is suicide, right?
maybe that's the point of him using auto-tune? maybe?
he is quoted while using auto-tune saying, "yea you know who you are..."
that's all i'm sayin

the mixtape you need

Melanie Meets The Illadelphonics

link link link

John Mayer - Human Nature Cover

tell em that it's human nature

u want a taste?

David Ryan Harris Live Last Year

The Lady in My Life

Ne-Yo Cover

reflecting on the day

went to that drh concert and it ricked my freaking world. that guy is a beast. and he's really chill. i met him!!!
also met jj johnson today. all in all, pretty sweet day.
saw transformers wed night. pretty freaking sweet. i got to sit and chat with ilea, which was fine and good, but if i were her bf, i'd be pissed. lol
talked about it with herbie today:
'what was i just not supposed to talk to her when she talks to me? especially when she's that hott??'
'ya, well i don't think she was that hott.'
'well, i know she has a gorgeous face.'
'yea, well i think grace is hotter.'
'well, duh. that's why i'm with grace and not her.'
'haha, u have a point.'

gone to listen to some drh - bittersweet

R.I.P.

pardon me, i must say i'm kinda like a big deal

the 1st season of abridged is done

entirely too funny not to put people on this.
http://www.youtube.com/teamfourstar

HQ

Ryan Leslie - Something That I Like ft. Pusha-T

indestructable

R. Les

Ryan Leslie - Something That I Like ft. Pusha-T

Back to the FEATURE

Wale & 9th Wonder - Back To The Feature [MIXTAPE]

Clipse - I'm Good (CDS) (2009)

01 - I'm Good feat. Pharrell (Clean)
02 - I'm Good feat. Pharrell (Dirty)
03 - I'm Good (Instrumental)

Total Size: 30,76MB

Eyes on Me

Clipse ft. Keri Hilson - Eyes on Me

-edit-  CDQ is uploaded now. get it. str8 banger

Thank You MIAGENTZ

This is a fresh track off of the new Lupe fiasco album We Are Lasers called Shining Down ft Matthew Santos



Get it while you can!


Lupe Fiasco - Shining Down ft. Matthew Santos

king of fighters... ONLINE???

incubus - monuments and melodies

"Monuments & Melodies" includes one disc of hits from Incubus' six studio albums as well as two new songs, "Black Heart Inertia" and "Midnight Swim," recorded in Los Angeles during Einziger's last winter break from Harvard University, where he's been "just taking courses for personal enjoyment." The second disc features rarities, including a newly recorded cover of Prince's "Let's Go Crazy."

Disc 1 - Greatest Hits
01 - Black Heart Inertia
02 - Drive
03 - Megalomaniac
04 - Anna-Molly
05 - Love Hurts
06 - Wish You Were Here
07 - Warning
08 - Stellar
09 - Talk Shows On Mute
10 - Pardon Me
11 - Dig
12 - Oil And Water
13 - Are You In
14 - Nice To Know You
15 - Midnight Swim

Disc 2 - Rarities
16 - Neither Of Us Can See
17 - Look Alive
18 - While All The Vultures Feed
19 - Pantomine
20 - Anything
21 - Punch Drunk
22 - Admiration
23 - Martini
24 - A Certain Shade Of Green (Acoustic Version)
25 - Monuments & Melodies (Album Version)
26 - Let's Go Crazy (Prince Cover)

Total Size: 124,87MB

http://www.zshare.net/download/6119869228eaab72/

NEW CLIPSE

straight BANGER
Clipse - I'm Good
http://www.zshare.net/audio/612470590b3bafcb/

supportin dem BOYZ

The Baron Boys got a slot on this mixtape classic with "I'm Sayin'"

Jewels (Prod. By keen-Y)

Like A God

Over And Over (Prod. By Planet Earth)

Toys (Prod. By Alexander The Great)

One Can Win (Prod. By J Dilla)

Boss (Prod. By Flu)

I'm Sayin' (Prod. By The Baron Boys)

3-2 Gang ft. J-Diction (Prod. By Planet Earth)

L.A. To Chicago ft. DOM. Kennedy (Prod. By Flu)

Hella Haters ft. The Boy Illinois (Prod. By Graziano)

Heathens (Prod. By Plan)

All The Way Around ft. Wize (Prod. By E&J)

Word Play

Brother ft. Naych (Prod. By E&J)

Windy City (Prod. By Flu)

Ain't No Way ft. Ambrosia (Prod. By E&J)

BUT WAIT... IT'S IS NOW RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC FREE FOR DOWNLOAD!!!

www.GodJewels.com


LOCK IN

N.E.R.D. Beats

N¤E¤R¤D Instrumentals (2001 - 2008)
01 - Lapdance (UK) (Instrumental)
02 - Brain (Instrumental)
03 - Tape You (Instrumental)
04 - Truth Or Dare (Instrumenal)
05 - Provider (Instrumental)
06 - Rockstar (Poser) (Instrumental)
07 - Run To The Sun (Instrumental)
08 - Run To The Sun (UK) (Instrumental)
09 - She Wants To Move (Instrumental)
10 - Everyone Nose (Instrumental)
11 - Everyone Nose (Remix) (Instrumental)
12 - Lasergun (Instrumental)
13 - Spaz (Instrumental)

Total Size: 66,92MB

http://www.zshare.net/download/61121746e2f807f0/

N¤E¤R¤D - Lapdance (UK) (Instrumental)
Off Lapdance (CDS) (2001)

N¤E¤R¤D - Brain (Instrumental)
Off In Search Of (VLS) (2002)

N¤E¤R¤D - Tape You (Instrumental)
Off In Search Of (VLS) (2002)

N¤E¤R¤D - Truth Or Dare (Instrumenal)
Off In Search Of (VLS) (2002)

N¤E¤R¤D - Provider (Instrumental)
Off Provider (CDS) (2002)

N¤E¤R¤D - Rockstar (Poser) (Instrumental)
Off Rockstar (Poser) (VLS) (2002)

N¤E¤R¤D - Run To The Sun (Instrumental)
Off In Search Of (VLS) (2002)

N¤E¤R¤D - Run To The Sun (UK)
Off DJ RC Neptunes Instrumentals Part 3 Mixtape (2005)

N¤E¤R¤D - She Wants To Move (Instrumental)
Off She Wants To Move (CDS) (2004)

N¤E¤R¤D - Everyone Nose (Instrumental)
Off Everyone Nose (CDS) (2008)

N¤E¤R¤D - Everyone Nose (Remix) (Instrumental)
Off Everyone Nose (Remix) (CDS) (2008)

N¤E¤R¤D - Lasergun (Instrumental)
Off Greezy Champ. Vol. 4 Mixtape (2008)

N¤E¤R¤D - Spaz (Instrumental)
Off Spazz (CDS) (2008)

Death of Autotune

Jay-Z - DOA (Death of Autotune)
http://www.zshare.net/audio/61033237d7dbb870/

the fizz

might be planning a show on the 4th
soo yea

oh, John Mayer

that nigga can rape a guitar, can't he!?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Mos Def - The Ecstatic (2009)
01 - Supermagic (Oh No)
02 - Twilite Speedball (Chad Hugo)
03 - Auditiorium feat. Slick Rick (Madlib)
04 - Wahid (Madlib)
05 - Priority (Preservation)
06 - Quiet Dog Bite Hard (Preservation)
07 - Life In Marvelous Times (Mr. Flash)
08 - The Embassy (Mr. Flash)
09 - No Hay Nada Mas (Preservation)
10 - Pistola (Oh No)
11 - Pretty Danger (Madlib)
12 - Workers Comp. (Mr. Flash)
13 - Revelations (Madlib)
14 - Roses feat. (Georgia Anne Muldrow)
15 - History feat. Talib Kweli (J Dilla)
16 - Casa Bey (Preservation)

Mos Def - Twilite Speedball (Chad Hugo)
http://tinyurl.com/o7oh4w

http://rapidshare.com/files/240433388/0603.Mo_De-Th_Ecs-09-H3.rar

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=X9CMI8ZI

http://www.sendspace.com/file/4q30fn

http://www.mediafire.com/?nywbfnykmlz

JESUS CHRIST

THIS IS AFRICA. HOORAY. TIA

i can't stop listening to this cd!!!

don't judge me.
lol

wow

MOS DEF

drop this CD


NOWWWW


http://www.zshare.net/audio/605562847c494777/

shout out to m.i.a. for the update

Usher - what's a guy to do
(Neptunes)

shouts out to Gomez

http://dormtainment.com

In Response to 2morrowsfinest.com

2morrows Finest

OVERTIME

i'm not gonna lie, i like this song. a lot.
http://tinyurl.com/c8sudk

LeftRightLeftRightLeft

Coldplay is giving this CD away for free. both download, and at their concerts.

i have a copy myself. i thought i'd upload for everyone's listening pleasure.

Coldplay - LeftRightLeftRightLeft
http://sharebee.com/7fe23e64

01. Glass Of Water 4:43
02. 42 4:52
03. Clocks 4:40
04. Strawberry Swing 4:16
05. The Hardest Part / Postcards From Far Away 4:15
06. Viva La Vida 5:24
07. Death Will Never Conquer 1:39
08. Fix You 5:38
09. Death And All His Friends 4:22

In Memory of Navarre

http://www.zshare.net/audio/6002336771043121/

Taylor Swift + Coldplay = Good?

fun at church

haha

Dead and Gone from MPN Student Ministry on Vimeo.

new new

Dream - I Go
http://www.zshare.net/audio/59835804b8db1c59/

j.period & q-tip the[abstract]best

http://rs555.rapidshare.com/files/196489543/jperiod-qtip-v1-final-new.zip

newnew

Jabari - Dopeman ft. Nicki Minaj and Pusha-T
http://usershare.net/tli8ut6ypw1g.htm

Joe Tann - Nightlife ft. Clipse
http://www.zshare.net/audio/5978000051963dbb/

so now i'm focusing

on making my OWN music.

4 Quez

http://www.zshare.net/download/593255944021e66c/

Dreamin

Rough draft of the song i'm writing right now.
tell me what you think of it so far

http://www.zshare.net/audio/592931019f93b7f5/

kinda like a big deal

kanye west and clipse from the new clipse album
http://www.zshare.net/audio/589230458c9607bd/

they went ham

downloading LOVE THE FUTURE right now

what you need in your life...

Chester French & Clinton Sparks - Jacques Jams, Vol. 1: Endurance (2009)
http://www.sendspace.com/pro/bgisz2

All Tracks Written & Produced by Chester French
Besides What A World Produced By The Neptunes.

Chester French - Love The Future (2009) (Due April 21st)

top 10 fighting games of all time

a video we made last summer

we fight we love (remix)

http://www.zshare.net/audio/57641858ae31cb87/

Pharrell went HAM on em

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1pcFtSXs8U

Leonardo Chop hit me up!

4sho man. I stay out in Gwinnett. When I get back from LA, Ima find you, and we gon set some shit up. lol. Cool man ?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Junky J
To: *L.C. - Thats Rightttt Babyyy!!!
Date: Mar 28, 2009 2:35 AM
Subject: Re: RE Re RE


Marietta, GA dude.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: *L.C. - Thats Rightttt Babyyy!!!
Date: Mar 28, 2009 6:33 AM

Do you stay in ATL ??

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Junky J
To: *L.C. - Thats Rightttt Babyyy!!!
Date: Mar 28, 2009 2:29 AM
Subject: Re: RE


No problem. And yes, that was me singing too.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: *L.C. - Thats Rightttt Babyyy!!!
Date: Mar 28, 2009 6:26 AM

Thanks man. You help me to keep going bro. I really appreciate that. You don't know how much that means to me. But yea man. I for sure want to work with you. I'm trying to put together a few songs with a more alternative feel. I like your style. Was that you singing on the "you know what" track?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Junky J
To: *L.C. - Thats Rightttt Babyyy!!!
Date: Mar 28, 2009 1:52 AM
Subject: RE:


lol sorry, i was replying from my phone
LC, high power is my shit STILL so yea, i love your stuff

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: *L.C. - Thats Rightttt Babyyy!!!
To: Junky J
Date: Mar 27, 2009 8:57 PM
Subject:


Hey bro. Those covers for N.E.R.D. you did were absolutely amazing man. Like... Crazy. I don't know how much your really pursuing music and what not.
But I wanna work with you sometime homie

what u need in your life

Consequence ft. Kid Cudi - Buggin Out '09
http://www.zshare.net/audio/553674988bcf923b/

REmake of the Classic Tribe joint

some n.e.r.d. acoustic covers i did

Little Provider
http://www.zshare.net/audio/5777983141808cc4/

You Know What
http://www.zshare.net/audio/577801909e5c6226/

N.E.R.D. - Soldier ft. Santogold & Lil Wayne Apparently

Live at Sunburst KL Music Festival, Malaysia 2009

MP3Quality: 320 kbps
Size: 11.9 MB

Download: http://rapidshare.com/files/211984193/n.e.r.d._-_popcorn_ft._santogold__live_at_sunbu rst_kl_music_festival__malaysia_2009_-cmp.mp3

it's official

i'm only posting music and junk here
i started another blog to post more of what's on my mind.

http://junkyj.blogspot.com

re-post just cuz it's freaking cool

KANYE WEST "Welcome To Heartbreak" Directed by Nabil from nabil elderkin on Vimeo

wait for it....

only for fans of real hip hop

Doom - Born Like This (album)
http://www.zshare.net/download/5730613531ffed6a/

i'm changin it up

since i have to glorify God in EVERYTHING i do, i also have to do so on this blog.
lol some of my readers probably think that's the case already, and i suppose in a way it is.
but this blog isn't necessarily centered around God. it's about hiphop music.
something very dear and important to me.
that won't change i guess, but seeing that i've made the decision to really get serious about it, i have to have that reflected in all aspects of my life.
understandable, right?
right.

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

be back as soon as i get time to actually go on this thing and edit it, which i don't really have much of lately.... :/

deeper

Doom

so i'm downloading Born Like This right now.
if this is good, i'm posting both that, AND the K'naan CD.
that K'naan is where it's at.

so crossing fingers for Doom...

X X X X X

oh women

Will eventually be my downfall. Lol
I feel like samson sometimes, dude. That dude had to have known that chick was the worst possible girl for him, but he kept walkin right into her little traps. Even AFTER being clearly told that that wasn't he needed ahead of time.
I feel like that might be my downfall.
And what's funny is growing up in church I always saud, "wow that guy was a total idiot." And I grew up doing the EXACT same thing he did!!! *frustration*
I mean, when I look at myself, I think, "ok. I'm a nice guy. I'm sociable. I'm talented, I guess. I love my God. I love to love and be loved."
Not bad I suppose. But in that pleasure of loving and being loved is where I always slip up. Always. Never fails. A woman will be my downfall, should I have one. I pray to God I don't, but don't think I don't know me. I know how I think and operate. One thing I hate is how if I have the chance to love someone and BE loved, I'll go for it. Even if it totally will screw me over, I'll jump headfirst into it.

Well what do I do?
I guess I raise my standards a little bit and chill out until I'm a bit more well founded spiritually.
Not to say that I have LOW standards. I don't just go around dating ugly desperate girls and junk like that. Lol
No.
I guess GENERALLY, I like a short pretty dark haired girl with a nice butt and a great personality who accepts me in all of my nerddom. That's not too bad, right?
But that's BESIDE the point. I guess I have to take those traits and add to them a strong relationship with Christ, or at least headed in that direction. If I don't have that, it's a complete waste of my life.
I've learned that the hard way. Lol
Well pray for me, that I don't pull a samson and become ensnared in that whole "dealing with women" issue.

....yea... favorite show ever.

breakfast song

We Stand

Come all and join the chorus
Our heads are lifted high
As one, we lift our voices
We raise this battle cry

We stand with one victorious!
We stand with one alive!
We stand with one glorious
Jesus, the crucified!

Come weary, worn, and broken
His arms are open wide
Our lives will not be shaken
As we raise this battle cry

We stand with one victorious!
We stand with one alive!
We stand with one glorious
Jesus, the crucified!

And our lives will not be shaken,
Cuz our God is still alive!
We stand with one glorious
Jesus, the crucified!

Love Is

Love is air,
It's like breathing in
It's like filling up about to break, then giving in It's like light,
You can see it from far away
A match light in the dark,
Becoming light of day

Love is tough
It's like surgery
Twisting all the crocked parts of you
Into marvelous symmetry

It's like heat
You can feel it in the bitter night
A thing that stings your fingers
It's a forest fire

It's just love and it's everything
It's a battle you fight and song you sing
It's just love
And you know it's true
But you might not know it when it happens to you

- Lee Mcderment

calling all fans of hip-hop

get the new k'naan cd troubadour
classic album

just might post it later on tonight,
but yo.
get it.

Reggaeton Courtesy of The Neptunes

Tego Calderon - You Slip She Grip ft. Pitbull
http://www.zshare.net/audio/569663925575d2bf/

Pitbull - Blanco
http://www.zshare.net/audio/5696901925099fdf/

Ephah (Moment of Clarity)

this is all a result of me going to a conference today, completely paid for as well as free meals. God blessed me on this one. i thank God for providing me with the opportunity to go as well as the revelations that he's provided within me.
Hallelujah and EPHAH!
lol
but seriously, i meant that.
moving on:
well in my life, i'm unhappy. not gonna lie to you. being a christian isn't easy. whoever told you it was is a doggone LIAR and is goin STRAIGHT to Hell, God bless 'em. lol
I've been battling it OUT in my mind, man. it's hard doing the right thing when you KNOW that doing the wrong thing would be SO easy and simple and what not.
but honestly, it wouldn't be simple. it wouldn't be easy. yes it would be for that momentary satisfaction, but that satisfaction is temporary. i'm not lookin for nothin temporary at this point in my life. i'm looking for long lasting things. long lasting friendships, relationships, careers, financial security. i'm thinking about ALL that.
so for me to fall into this momentary satisfaction just because it'd feel good, or because everybody else is doing it and they seem to be doin ok, that's incredibly stupid of me.
if i were to do things based on OTHER PEOPLE, that's me telling God, "Hey dude. you cool and all, and i love you, but i'm gonna not listen to you when you actually TELL me something and sorta do my own thing. but hey, i'm a be back!"
ok so maybe some of my caucasian friends aren't comfortable with this word, but I am and until God convicts me of it, i'm using it until my DYING day.
that's acting like a real NIGGA. i'm not talkin about like my nigga Markus, or Aaron or nothin like that.
I'm talkin about that nigga that stole yo tv! that's the nigga YOU bein when you treat God like that.
the church is startin to act like some REAL niggaz up in here and i know God doesn't like it.
I'm guilty of it myself. i mean i don't necessarily plan and plot to sin, but when it happens, i mess up and i didn't necessarily fight it. that's still actin like a nigga.
we need to quit actin like some niggaz.
AMEN?
maybe that was a little to real for some folks. let's tone it down.

ok so in my life, like i said, i'm unhappy. i want things that i can't have immediately. i wan't a relationship i can't have, although i'm pretty glad to be unhappy when it comes to that. y'all need to look up some frank sinatra if you don't feel me there. that dude speled it out pretty clearly.

but continuing,

i want to sin when i know it's the wrong thing to do. i want to QUIT sometimes when it gets hard. even after i know what God has laid on my heart, i still feel that urge to just GIVE UP. it get's so hard. especially when you held in a position where you have to hold an example. you have to keep yourself doing the right thing in order to inspire and motivate others. right?
well i'm a tell you right now, that mess is HARD!
i'm not a perfect person. i screw up a lot. i try not to, but i still end up doing the things i hate to do.
but thank the Lord i also find my inspiration in Romans 7 and 8.
y'all don't know, you betta ask somebody!
God already knows. but thank the Lord for his mercy and grace or i wouldn't even be able to write this here for ya.
i feel like the devil is comin at me hard because i finally realized what i wanted to do for the kingdom. (you don't know? see previous post)
it was really confirmed today when Perry specifically said, "it's that thing that you think about when you're NOT sleeping at night." God's laid it out plain and clear for me. so why then do i wanna go backwards knowing this?
simple. it's the sin that's in me as a result of the world we're in.
but thank the Lord that i have the Holy Spirit fighting that same sin inside of me telling me what's right and what i gotta do.

so what now?
now i'm restoring relationships. i'm strengthening friendships. i'm speaking the word to others and praying over people's lives! i'm not where i want to be yet, but i have this newfound moment of clarity that i pray lasts.
we are caled to be his witnesses no matter WHAT we do.
so at work, i gotta be a witness.
at BestBuy when i'm out buying my anime, i gotta be a witness.
When that friend comes to me needing the word and asking for inspiration, i GOTS to be that witness.
EPHAH
i have to be that witness wherever i go and live the life that God's called me to live. no matter what. NO compromise (Rorschach).
too many times we as Christians play the, "oh it's not that bad" card. you know what that is?
being LUKEWARM.
know what God said he was gon' do?
SPIT YOU OUT HIS MOUTH.
i understand him. if there's one thing i can't stand, it's a passive person.
look, you're either here with me, or there with me. period. i'll do what the bible says and RID MYSELF of you if you that "ehhhh idk" person in my life. all you're doing is holding me back and i'm ready to get SERIOUS.

if you don't know, u better ask somebody.

but yea, i just can't be doin this whole passive thing anymore. i'm Hot. as of now, i ain't coolin down.
y'all need someone who can be hot with ya, i'll be there for ya.
and i'll also join you in your walk with Christ.
HAHA get it?
....no?
ok nvm

If there's anything i've notice about 2009, is that it is sucking for EVERYBODY.
if you're life is perfect and you crap daisies, this ain't for you.
this year, i can honestly say, has been the worst year in my life so far. why is that? because i somewhere along the line either lost focus or did NOT shift with God when he asked me to.
but you know what, last year was my best year ever. and bit by bit, God is restoring that happiness to me. He's restoring broken and strained relationships and eliminating ones that distract us from Him.
seeing this happen before my eyes is absolutely inspiring.

but yea. Basically, JJ's been inspired by the people at Spring Waters's love for Christ and their reckless abandon for Him and he's jumpin on the freaking bus. here. where he's at. RIGHT now.

yea, i may be technically unhappy. yea, there are some things that have come up recently that have me hurt and down no matter how i try to fight it. however, i don't FIND my foundation in those things.
I have my foundation in my Lord and savior Jesus Christ.

so you know what?

i'm OK.

forget all that mess. i'm 'a be ok.
heck, i'm ok right now, thank the Lord. i got breath in my body, clothes on me, a place to sleep, something to drive, friends that have my back, family that supports me, etc.
I'm good folks.

and that's my moment of clarity, however spazzed out and misconstrued it may sound, this is my heart right now.
thank the Lord for my ability to at least articulate somewhat how i feel.

shout out to Danee for inviting me.
shout out to b-dette for puttin up with the back seat of that bus. haha
shout out to the two ladies i met today who originally seemed like nice little white ladies who taught elementary students who actually ended up being really funny. lol
shout out to AB. "wuduyahavewuduyahave??"
shout out to Ashten for texting me when i about fell asleep. lol
shout out to Billy Langley. YES, i know about MLK. there's just some bondage in me that hasn't been BROKEN yet!! lol
EPHAH to Markus.

Unreleased Joint by N.E.R.D.

N.E.R.D. - Locked Away (HQ Finally)
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56904880ce0647fe/


Changed your mind,
I made you live a lover's life.
Changed your mind about all guys.
No kiss at the end of the night.
But if you will with me,
When I'm sure that you can see,
So when I ask you, "How you think it'd be?"
Just when I thought you would say to me...
No!

When you were in my arms,
Though inside I could see the stars
As if they were not far,
I read what they were sayin.
They said the world is yours
With her ya make it better,
So imagine you two together.
It'd be so amazing.

Hey but what if you
Miraculously feel what I do,
Our split up can't beat us two
If I could speak in invisible proof.
And you're writing the same,
Except you swap our names
Trying to figure out this weird ass game.
And you're like real confused... shit...


You keep me locked away!
You don't want to admit
About me and you!
Hey! But I don't care cuz,
You make life worth living.
You make love worth giving.
You make time worth spending.
Well, why ain't we worth admitting?

Glad to Be Unhappy

Look at yourself, if you had a sense of humor, you would laugh to beat the band

And look at yourself, do you still believe the rumor that romance is simply grand?

Since you took it right on the chin, you have lost that bright toothpaste grin

My mental state is all a-jumble
I sit around and sadly mumble

Fools rush in, so here I am, very glad to be unhappy
I can't win, but here I am, more than glad to be unhappy

Unrequited love's a bore, and I've got it pretty bad
But for someone you adore, it's a pleasure to be sad

Like a straying baby lamb, with no mammy and no pappy
I'm so unhappy, but oh, so glad...

- Frank Sinatra

John Mayer makes me smile

I like Sex, and I'm good at it.

DOOM - Ballskin
http://sharebee.com/af46bbe7

"Feel real genuine ball skin
Not to call the whole crowd out, it's just a few chumps
And you know who you are like a shout out
Place em in your loud mouth and taste em like a pastry
Waste of space, face hastily, bow out gracefully..."

DOOM

Ok so MF Doom (now just DOOM) is one of the sickest MC's in the game.
Google that


New cd is dropping soon. I've already pre-ordered it. I'm gonna start posting some stuff to catch y'all up.

*edit*
DJ Paul ft. DOOM and Sean Price - The Unexpected
http://www.zshare.net/audio/568714550fb62de9/

comment i left on youtube in reply to the Prom Queen Video

wow,well i heard an unfinished version of this song not too long ago, but this one is way better.but on the real, i am a guitarist. wayne is NOT a talented guitarist. he is a good rapper.AND N.E.R.D. is my favortie band, but just because black people play guitar and sing doesn't mean they're looped in together. i don't think all N.E.R.D. fans are gonna dig this. just being honest. feel like i'm waisting my life writing this here since all bitch niggaz are gonna do is complain... ehh

Remix Time

Drake - November 18th (Chuck Inglish Remix)
http://www.zshare.net/audio/568468830b9d01ab/

Coconuts.
no joke.

Albi The Racist Dragon...

haha. suga lumps.

life decision?

i was talking to an incredible friend of mine last night and actually verbalizing my thoughts helped me out a great deal to figure out what i want to do with my life.

ready?




i want to make music. for a living.
it's never to late to learn, right? i'm willing to take the time to learn it all.
i taught myself how to play guitar, so i really just wanna learn how to play keys, drums, and bass.
i want to be able to do things on my own like r. les. like lenny. like kenna. like pharrell and chad. like markus johnson. these people inspire me to make good music. and i feel like with as wide of a variety of knowledge and influences i have in music, i could make something great, God willing. not even saying that to be conceited. it's just a goal of mine i hope to fulfill.
so i'm going to finish this next semester of calculus i have to take and then that might be the last of school i do.
i'm going to work my butt off and try to get a good Roland like Markus has and teach myself how to play and mess around with that. i taught myself guitar when i devoted myself to it. i feel like i could do that too.
i just want to do something with my life that i love to do. all my friends are making important life choices, and this is mine.
this is what i sit up and think about when i'm not sleeping and laying in bed with my eyes closed.
this is what's constantly on my heart.
but i know that God also spoke in my heart he wants me to speak his word, and i haven't forgotten that. maybe i just need to find a way to incorporate that in what i do.
cuz i'm not hoppin on the Lee University bus. sorry.

i mean i've written two of my own songs. and i like my songs. but it's just me and an acoustic, or me and an electric. and there's so much more potential and things i want to do, but i don't know what to do or how to do what i need in order to express all this ambition inside of me.

so this is the gameplan.

since i couldn't find it nowhere else

Ryan Leslie - How It Was Supposed To Be (Rock Remix)
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56652441e0c03bb4/

i found the highest quality vid i could find and extracted the Audio.
this is the ONLY place you'll find this song available for download.
at least it was here FIRST.

holla.

there's a thin line between genious and insane

i'll take either for this one

My new hero?

this is what i would be like were i to have a keyboard to make beats on like markus does.
i'm thinkin about investing into one.
yup

overdue review of this cd comin soon.
as well as So far gone.
and Watchmen.

Don't Fuck with Rorschach. Period. He EARFS niggaz.

so i just realized the next tattoo i'm gonna get

^ right on my left chest
on my heart

yup

hahaha Kanye West likes Tenacious D?

"I really love that part in my song where i say, 'Haha that was a good one. your first good one in a while,' cuz i listen to a lot of Tenacious D, and i feel like that was as close to a Jack Black moment i'll get." - Kanye West


HA

so what the hell is KENNA up to?

According to the Kenna Buzzine Interview, Chad & Kenna are working their asses off to release 4 EP’s this year which are based on Emerson’s "Self-Reliance." and some unreleased "MSTSMF" tracks and last but not least a new album "Songs For Flight" for the next year. Kenna also revealed that they worked with JoJo.

Kenna Projects-
Part 1 (Self-Reliance) (EP) (Kenna)
Part 2 (Imitation Suicide) (EP) (Kenna & RJD2)
Part 3 (Genius) (EP) (Kenna)

Land 2 Air Chronicles (2009)

MSTSMF Outtakes (EP) (2009)Featuring The Cool Kids, Questlove, Mike Shinoda, James Valentine (Maroon 5)

Songs For Flight (2010)

Read the rest of this article »

pretty cool joint

listed on a forum i visit as a huge Neptunes bite,
hwich it kind of is,
but it's Monae. and it sounds pretty good.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/5638978788462ba6/
Janelle Monae - Metropolis

TABOO

so me and the Shramek hit up the movies tonight to see that new Street Fighter flick.
i figure even if it sucks, i go with the Shramek and i'm bound to enjoy making fun of it at least.
and that's what it turned out being.
we're gonna list all the things wrong with this movie according to Junky J:
1. Chun-Li starts off as an asian girl and progressively becomes whiter and whiter as she grows up.
2. WHERE ARE HER THUNDER THIGHS???
that got ol' chicken leg behind Kristin Kreuk up in this b NOT representing properly
3. Bison is a blonde white entrepreneur who runs shadowLAU and has NO traces of psycho power and his DAUGHTER is ROSE?
fail
4. The movie takes place pretty much entirely in Bangkok, Thailand.
NO SAGAT TO BE FOUND. ANYWHERE.
5. Gen is Robin Shau. as in Liu Kang from the Mortal Kombat movie. The old ass master who's practically dead from leukimia is portrayed by young ass Robin Shau.
fail
6. Charlie Nash is portrayed by dude from American Pie who is the WORST ACTOR EVER.
and i mean EVER.
dude couldn't do pornos. yes he was that bad.
AND in the ACTUAL storyline he suceeded in defeating Bison once. as in FOUGHT and defeated him.
dude doesn't throw ONE punch in the whole damn movie.
fail
7. Taboo. Taboo.




Taboo.
8. Ryu was pronounced Raiyu. really people? in a movie FULL of asians, they can't pronounce an asian name right?
fail
9. in 2009, we can't afford decent 3d graphics? like we can't at least try to make this movie decent?
the FIRST street fighter movie with JEAN CLAUDE was better than this.
epic fail for Capcom for even funding this at ALL
10. Grant came. and that in itSELF is an epic fail on HERBIE's part.
Grant actually goes, "is Bison even in the game?"
BITCH, he IS the game. he's the damn boss and runner of the whole shindig.
FAIL

all in all, a waste of my life. but fun times nonetheless.
check animatedclass.blogspot.com for a second opinion. haha

it's official

Voltron heads to big screen
Box Office Prophets - Jul 26, 2005
"Mark Gordon has teamed up with Pharrell Williams, World Events Prods, Mark Costa and Ford Oelman to create a feature version of the 1980s giant robot Voltron."
PHARRELL GOES BACK TO THE 80S FOR VOLTRON SOUNDTRACK
Contactmusic.com, UK - Jul 28, 2005
"Hip-hop hitmaker and producer PHARRELL WILLIAMS is set to return to the 1980s to take charge of the soundtrack for new animated series movie adaptation VOLTRON..."
Pharrell Williams To Produce "Voltron" Movie Soundtrack
AllHipHop - Jul 26, 2005
"Neptunes producer Pharrell Williams has signed on to score and produce the soundtrack for the upcoming film Voltron: Defender of the Universe, based on the..."
Voltron: Defender of the Universe movie in the pipe
Monsters and Critics.com, UK - Jul 26, 2005
"Producers Mark Gordon and Pharrell Williams plan on making a big screen version of 1980's kids series Voltron: Defender of the Universe."
Pharrell To Score Voltron Film
SoundSlam.com - Jul 28, 2005
"...into film. The Neptunes producer has been tapped to score music for the upcoming film Voltron: Defenders of the Universe. Williams..."

because i'm a total nerd for this stuff...

The DBZ TV series is receiving an extensive "refresh" for Japanese television airing
This is a celebration of the 20th anniversary of DBZ
While based on the original animation production, it is being updated with new technology
This includes extending the frames for formatting on an HD 16:9 display (note: not cropping the image)
The original Japanese cast is re-grouping to re-voice the show (where available, and unfortunately not including those that have passed on, such as Hirotaka Suzuoki [Tenshinhan])
Sound effects are being updated
Unlike the general show, the OPs and EDs are being completely redone
While not in the above announcement, other reports are noting that the number of episodes is being reduced from 291 to approximately 100

The upcoming issue of Weekly Shônen Jump confirms that the "refreshed" version of DBZ for Japanese TV will in fact be called...

Dragon Ball Kai
http://www.toei-anim.co.jp/tv/dragon_kai/

As pointed out on Kanzentai, the kanji 改 means "renewed" or "revised". The "Z" appears to be dropped completely, but this will indeed be the DBZ TV series (at least for now; there has been no word on any other DB series receiving a similar treatment).


The opening stuff is the standard fare we have come to expect from the earlier announcements (like "Commemorating the 20th Anniversary of the Start of Dragon Ball Z's Broadcast!" and "The Son Goku Legend, Once More!! And its name is... DRAGON BALL KAI"). However, the interesting material appears under the header "The four points that make up the world of "Kai"!":

The story will be developed speedily!
"Kai" starts from the invasion of the Saiyans. This version will be re-edited to hew more closely to Akira Toriyama's original story, so the story's development will progress all the faster!

The opening and ending songs will be completely renewed!!
The opening and ending songs will together be made anew! Furthermore, in "Kai", the background music will be newly recorded. Let's enjoy "Kai", where even the music has been powered up!!

Through digital processing, the image will be made vibrant!!
All the grime, damage and noise remaining on the "Z" film will be removed! In HD, the image will be even clearer. We've carefully made the ultra-powerful "Kai" world even more impressive!

An all-star voice cast will record the lines anew!!
The original main cast, centered around Masako Nozawa as Son Goku, will reunite, yo. They'll breathe life into the characters again, to support their appeal!!

the (japanese) way i are

http://www.zshare.net/audio/18499213c3d34dc9/
random find

hilarious new sony invention

so hot to trot

hmmmmm....?

The Five One x N*E*R*D - KillJoy 51 Remix
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56189671883a73d3/

check it out folks

so after reading that last post and coming from the bible study i was just at...

i realize that maybe i've been keeping it the wrong kind of real with people.
i've been relying too much on emotions. i've been doing things based on how i feel and not on what the word says, and it's my job to live by the word.
so basically i'm f'ing up.

but i'm gonna be totally humble about it. if anybody wants to call me out on whatever, i'm not gonna rush to prove myself right so much anymore.
most likely i'm gonna be wrong. it doesn't matter how i try and justify my actions, if it's not of God or related to Him, it's of the world. and i can't live of this world. i have to be different. even if i end up looking weird or like a freak because of it. i'm called to press on. Jesus, himself, says in John 15: 18-19:
"If you find the godless world is hating you, remember it got its start hating me. If you lived on the world's terms, the world would love you as one of its own. But since I picked you to live on God's terms and no longer on the world's terms, the world is going to hate you."
so that's it right there folks. i can't do these things i know are against him still knowing i'm in the shield of His grace. that's basically taking advantage. i feel like certain circumstances have taken me backwards once again.
i feel like i was searching entirely too hard for something that was not God. waisting my time with that instead of spending it trying to come closer to Him.
that's not to say i was just ignoring Him. i pray every night. i read my Bible pretty often. but that's not enough when i know as much as i do and i'm as close as i am to Him.
it's like i'm doing the one thing that i hate when other people do. i HATE it when people KNOW the word and KNOW the bible and STILL choose to sin.
i mean i'm not drinking and having sex every night while smoking crack laced with ecxtasy or anything like that. i just have my own personal problems that i feel like i'm holding back from God and he wants them and i can't seem to give them away.
well, tonight i'm done. i was inspired by people doin it just like me who got past all this crap that i still hold back from him.
another scripture that spoke to me was Hebrews 12: 14-17:
"Work at getting along with each other and with God. Otherwise you'll never get so much as a glimpse of God. Make sure no one gets left out of God's generosity. Keep a sharp eye out for weeds of bitter discontent. A thistle or two gone to seed can ruin a whole garden in no time. Watch out for the Esau syndrome: trading away God's lifelong gift in order to satisfy a short-term appetite. You well know how Esau later regretted that impulsive act and wanted God's blessing—but by then it was too late, tears or no tears."
Talk about conviction. it's like he knows right where i'm at and knows EXACTLY what to say to me. ya know?
well f(orget) that. i'm no esau. i have to move forward like never before.
if you see me slippin, call me out. PLEASE.
i've ignored it, but i can't do that so much anymore.
i'm giving it all to Him.
everything.
repentance is necessary for forgiveness.
the condition of the heart is SO important. to WILLfully sin and go against God is so dangerous, esPECIALLY when you know what's right. shoot.
you have to turn from your sinful ways and change your thinking and lifestyle when you repent in order to be forgiven.
i know i've been called to be a witness, so that's what i'm gonna do.

oh Lord, help me. lol
this is gon' be a toughie.

way for markus to both agree with what i've been trying to say and still make me feel convicted as crap

And we wonder why...
Markus Johnson


Yesterday I was getting ready for my Wednesday evening worship celebration and there was a stirring in my heart about a few things. It's one thing to start praying and God starts to speak to you but then it's another thing when you're just doing your thing and the Holy Spirit starts talking LOUDLY and commands your attention.

I had a similar experience yesterday.

Everybody needs to be very careful of what they say in this hour because we must remember Proverbs 21:23 He who keeps his mouth and his tongue, keeps his soul from troubles. Proverbs 18:21 The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit.

These are the times when we will be challenged to speak out of our emotions and frustration but we must not give in. We must speak the Word. We not only need to keep our tongue from speaking negative and faithless words but we must also be careful not to keep company with those who are not of the faith.

The Word tells us that the power pf death and life sits upon on our tongue. Many people are wondering why things are like they are but they never check to see what was the ;ast thing that they said. We don't take it as serious as we ought to but our words are so powerful and we are speaking our future into existence when we speak what the Word says or what our emotions are telling us.

The enemy wants to push the people of God into a corner and laugh in our faces but it's an indication that we are on the right track. If the enemy has told you that you're going under or that you won't make it, he just told you the opposite of what is about to happen. His tricks and schemes are nothing more but an intimidation strategy to get the people of God under pressure and to get their eyes off of what the Word says and on what our eyes are telling us. But remember....We walk by faith and not by sight.

Faith is what is in the Word of God and the only thing that God will respond to is his Word.
Times out for complaining and finding fault and speaking from the negative thoughts of doubt and unbelief; speak the Word of God.

Things will not change until we speak the Word of God. The Word says let the redeemed of the Lord say so. It's time for us to say something people of God.

The enemy wants to convince us to keep our mouths closed. He wants us to give in to the pressure Why? because he knows what's on the other side of the voice of victory. He wants us to shut up and not confess the promises of God and make us feel that it's just not working. What better solution do we have other than God's spoken Word? What answer is there other than Jesus? What hope is there other than Jesus? What other foundation can we stand upon and know for certain that we will not fall other than the Word of God?

Christ is the solid rock that we stand upon and all other ground sinks.

It's time church!! Keep sowing!! Keep giving!! Keep tithing!! The promises of the Lord are yes and amen. God's Word will never pass away. Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever more. For the Lord is good and his mercy endures forever.

We've come too far to give up now. We've been standing too long now. We've been praising God for too long now to quit and to hold back his praises. If it ever was a time to stick to the Word it's now.

God will honor faith because faith is his Word.

DON'T LET GO OF YOUR FAITH!!

If we are going to quit tithing we might as well stop serving God too.
If we're going to stop giving and sowing me might as well give up on being a Christian too.
We cannot say that we have saving faith and not have faith in God as provider, healer and deliverer.

The same God that saved us is the same God that will provide for us.
Do we think we can be a Christian and not walk in obedience to the Word which says to tithe and to give and to sow? It's impossible.

If our faith is weak in the day of adversity, our faith is small the bible says.

It's time for us to encourage each other and to keep one another built up in the faith.

This is the best time for the church and we've said for years that revival was coming to America but if we throw in the towel and back down the church will miss its biggest and greatest hour to shine because the world is one step away from seeking the church for answers. Why? Because Heaven and earth will pass away but the Word of God will always stand. It's upon this Rock that we the church are built and established on.

God loved to wait until all the wine is all gone so He can throw a big party and guess what....we are the party. We thought we had awesome praise and worship services but you wait and see how the glory of God is going to sweep this earth.

So be careful! Watch those words. If you want to speak anything, speak the WORD!!
Because when we speak the Word we are speaking the truth and we are giving God something to work with.

SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also one of the Best CD's out of last year that i STILL have in heavy rotation

something different

Tim William - Him After Her
http://rapidshare.com/files/197515292/Tim_William_-_Him_After_Her.rar

Tim William's upcoming album that hes releasing for free.
Very VERY Kenna soundingish.

not as good, but remniscent. Hell, he's new to the game.

Tim is the current live keyboardist for Kidz In The Hall and Gym Class Heroes.

some reggaeton perhaps?

Sergio Veneno - Ven Aqui Mama ft. Pharrell
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56169965fb7ab65d/

the hispanic artist signed to Star Trak

i did find something...

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2O95PIRO
Team 20/20 presents CRS Mixtape - Rebel Music
Hosted by N.E.R.D.

it's got some pretty hott remixes on it.
check it out.

in the process of finding another one as well

i can't stop

Hottest video out right now...

KANYE WEST "Welcome To Heartbreak" Directed by Nabil from nabil elderkin on Vimeo.

currently downloading tim williams's him after her.
i'll post if it's worth anything.

on the hunt for an apparently leaked crs mixtape? rumors could be false though, so don't get TOO psyched.

artst.com

everybody talks and everybody listens, but somehow the truth just always comes up missin

btw, Drake - So Far Gone is pretty much the truth, folk. link posted earlier.

i was at a bible study not too long ago, and i left it early so I'd get home at a decent hour. as i was leaving, some friends asked me if i wanted to go by wendy's and chill.
why not?
so i hit it up. it's all chill at first. but there's this one girl that's just runnin off at the damn mouth. just won't shut up. Danee's a bitch and Merrinda's a bitch and blah blah blah
not even justifiable arguments. just stating they're bitches in every way possible
so i even try to give this one girl a window to perhaps justify herself.
"i guess i can understand the Danee thing. there was this one time--"
"-Did you call her a bitch!?"
"...?"
and a timid little voice from the girl next to me said,
"i don't necessarily know if that's the Christian thing to do.
Go find Danee and call her a bitch? that's not the smartest thing to do."
and i was shocked. not a lot of people besides me really stand up for what's right in situations like that. i mean on the real.
so from that point on, we was tag teamin that one girl runnin off at the mouth.
"if you came to a bible study to not pay attention and talk, what's the point? that's stupid."
i was glad to be on the bold side that was actually bold for all the right reasons. it was refreshing.
oiishi
just a story i felt like tellin

recent purchases...?

just some must have neptunes joints

Jadakiss - Hot Sauce To Go _Feat. Pharrell_.mp3 - 5.47MB

Missy Elliott - On _ On.mp3 - 6.57MB

Nelly - Play It Off _Feat. Pharrell Williams_.mp3 - 4.40MB

Busta Rhymes - Call The Ambulance

http://www.zshare.net/audio/55895556d496edd1/

so i'm in-between math class

and i just had to say this whole tellin people how i really feel thing is both liberating and weird.
i've been pretty honest with some people these past couple of weeks.
and in spite of me tellin em how it is, they still feel as though they want to talk to me.
i don't reject it at this point seeing as they know pretty much how i feel, but it's still friggin weird.
i'm glad God's blessin me like he is though. i hate lying and i ain't lyin to nobody no more.
i'm makin it a priority.

back to class, then bible study led by Aaron @ Scott's...?

new music soon

see that dude up in my title

he will RAPE you.

end of story.

i kill MF's!

Street Fighter IV

is of God.

Seth, however, is of the devil.

now to go pwn some folks.

excuse me.

a couple albums for 'Quez

Foreign Exchange - Leave it All Behind
http://sharebee.com/3314003f

Drake - So Far Gone
http://sharebee.com/1c0e5468

new(kind of)

This is The Very First Version Of “Let’s Take A Ride” (Digital With No Live Drums) Which Was Actually Made For Michael Jackson Produced By The Neptunes.

Justin Timberlake - Let’s Take A Ride (02′) (1st Version)
http://www.zshare.net/audio/5569648083cee422/

Spring Concert In Emory University, Atlanta, Georgia To Feature N¤E¤R¤D

Dooley’s Week will be combined with the Spring Band Party this year, featuring alternative funk-rock band N¤E¤R¤D and comedian Daniel Tosh. “[The Student Programming Council] decided to incorporate Spring Band Party into Dooley’s Week in order to get a larger band,” SPC President Zach Krame said. The week will take place from Mar. 23 to 27. “We know the students love N¤E¤R¤D, so they were one of our top choices,” Krame said. N¤E¤R¤D, whose members are Pharrell Williams, Chad Hugo and Shay Haley, is a group that cannot be shelved under one genre. Best described as funk-rock, it contains hip-hop, alternative rock and various other musical influences. The group has toured with Kanye West and performed alongside artists such as Rihanna & Lupe Fiasco, who performed at last year’s Spring Band Party.
*emorywheel.com

just some of what's on my heart

i was watchin benjamin button the other day with some friends and that movie alone has a ton of life lessons in it. there was actually one line that stood out to me where somebody said,
"oh honey, if you don't lose something, you'll never know how important it was."
i agree with that wholeheartedly. i also believe that whole phrase "ya don't know what you've got itl it's gone"
however in addition to that i believe God has a much bigger plan for us beyond these things that we lose and gain. the only thing i know that is consistent in this life is God. yes, i strive for consistency in my friendships and relationships, but those come and go no matter how much i try to hold on.
and in that consistent love he has for me, i also try to be consistent in my love for others. i try to be the guy they can come to. last night at church we were having a really intense moment and i came up to a friend of mine who was by herself and just hugged her nd listened to what she had to say and i gave my input and we talked about our problems and basically came to see how much greater God is than what we deal with on this earth.
not two minutes later i saw another girl, a friend of mine, standing by herself. i came to her and all she needed was a shoulder to cry on. But the sad thing was NO ONE WAS THERE.
that being the case, and because it was recently assigned to me, i feel like my job as of now is to be there for people. even in MY time of need to give of myself. that's all i know how to do.
honestly in giving in my time of need, it's starting to help me feel whole again.

so i challenge you all: watch how you treat people. i'm doing the same. we can't just be apathetic on people's feelings because they annoy us or because you don't like this person or that person. i've been on the other end of that spectrum and i'll tell ya right now, it hurts when people basically treat you like they don't care about your feelings.
everyone has their own problems and we have to be there to hear them out. an insignificant problem to you may mean the world to them.
just try and be there and care for the people you consider to be your friends.
even people you don't consider friends. be open to His will.

sowin seeds,
Junky J

robin thicke - dreamworld

repost of an incredibly accurate blog post

Sosa The Casanova Advice #2: Being "Friendzoned"



1. you're "dating", and she makes any reference whatsoever to anybody else she might be seeing.

even if it's "unintentional" (which it never is), most chicks aren't going to let a dude she's interested in know that she's seeing other people, for fear that it might scare him away. she might imply that she's "busy", but if she's into a cat, it stays the ambiguous "busy" instead of the ball-shrinkingly unambiguous "damn…do you realize this is my second date this week?? you're lucky you caught me".

2. You all haven't been physical before, but she makes any reference whatsoever to sex she's had before:

basically, if you're sitting around shooting the $%*+ and she's telling you about "that time a couple years ago in the movie theater, with the bus driver, the basketball trophy, and the stopwatch", consider yourself neutered. her "freeness" of the tongue if proof that she now officially looks at you as a "friend", not a "potential sex partner". the next time you see her, you might as well just know nothings going down.


3. you go over her crib to "chill" or watch a flick, and she looks as if she just completed a decathlon.

***if she greets you at her door looking HORRIBLE,Chalk Up The L for the night***

-if you haven't slept with a woman yet, and she allows you to see her at her hair-curlered, scuffed timberlands, dirty-t-shirt, the chances of her ever seeing you in a sexual manner is never happening.

as neurotic about their appearance as most women are, (unless she's still in college) there's no way in hell she's gonna allow a dude she's actually interested to see her at her "worst" before they actually sleep together.

4. any compliment about her looks or her potential as a mate is responded to with the same lazy "thanks" you'd get after loaning a co-worker a broken pencil

Examples:

guy complimenting "interested" woman: "you're killing that dress tonight"

interested reply, accompanied with eye contact, a smile, a slight blush, and a undetectable tingle of the vagina: "thanks"

guy complimenting "uninterested" woman: "you're killing that dress tonight"

uninterested reply, accompanied with a forced and somewhat condescending return compliment, to ease the awkwardness she's feeling: "awwww, thanks hun. your socks are really nice too. they really compliment your knuckles"

5. she either refers to you by one of the killer b's ("buddy" or "brother") or uses this phrase ("he's like a **fill in the blank** to me") at any time when describing you.

just the thought of hearing this from a woman i'm interested in gives me cold sweats and hot flashes. i think i'm just gonna move on

lastly…

6. she tells you she's not interested in or ready to be in a relationship…

…which is her polite way of saying she's not interested in or ready to be in a relationship, with YOU...and she probably never will be. if a woman actually says these words to you, believe her. its the realest thing she'll ever say




and NO Sos' hasnt been friendzoned recently lol.

speaking of seppuku...

i considered it for myself after watching this

and this
and this (best one)

yup. i give up. my life is over. lol

Seppuku on DECK

either the most disturbing or hilarious video ever

or perhaps a brilliant combination of the two...?

the sad part is that it ends...

Missy ft. Pharrell & Teyana Taylor - Put It On You
http://www.zshare.net/audio/5530839146df08c3/

all those involved with the live action dragonball movie

should seriously consider committing ritual japanese suicide.

thank you and good night.

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i'm hurting. never hurt this bad before

God help me

i'm tryin James. i'm tryin.

You can play the game and you can act out the part
Though you know it wasn't written for you
But tell me, how can you stand there with your broken heart
Ashamed of playing the fool
One thing can lead to another; it doesn't take any sacrifice
Oh, father and mother,and sister and brother
if it feels nice, don't think twice

Shower the people you love with love
Show them the way that you feel
Things are gonna work out fine if you only will
Shower the people you love with love
Show them the way that you feel
Things are gonna be much better if you only will

You can run but you cannot hide
This is widely known
And what you plan to do with your foolish pride
When you're all by yourself alone?
Once you tell somebody the way that you feel
You can feel it beginning to ease
I think it's true what they say about the squeaky wheel
Always getting the grease.

Better to shower the people you love with love
Show them the way that you feel
Things are gonna be just fine if you only will
Shower the people you love with love
Show them the way you feel
Things are gonna be much better if you only will

They say in every life
They say the rain must fall
Just like the pouring rain
Make it rain

- James Taylor

this is the sound of throwin pennies on the ground

The Cool Kids - Pennies
http://www.zshare.net/download/524048897ca28a87/

it's a bluuuuuuuuuuuueeeeeee woooorllllllllllllllld

Chester French - "Time to Unwind/Blue World"

http://www.zshare.net/audio/54278914bb884440/

Chester French "New" Songs?