to my friends. my take on this...travesty i suppose...

i was a good friend of paige's.
and jessica too. she was cool with me but her and jr were like best friends and it was so horrible to see him like he was when she died.
same with araceli.
and now kwade.
mann it just hit me last night how serious this stuff really is.
i got extra depressed last night just thinking about all this stuff.
but this always happens.
she had a family she was close to and friends who loved her as well. why she of ALL ppl had to go is beyond me. i just pray she's used as an example if anything. don't take your friends or family for granted cuz you could lose them at anytime.
i love all you guys so much and i do pray for all of you guys and i hope you ALL are doing well and know that i don't take you guys for granted.

this all just really really sucks.

oh this heart of mine...

it aches.
it literally aches.
i miss her.
i know i'll see her tomorrow, but i still want her here...
now...

i'm kind of agitated at herbie, but i'll tell him later.

i helped wolfleader with her myspace.

overall it was an alright day.

BUT I MISS HER SO BAD.

-end

ALL THE GIRLS STANDING IN THE LINE FOR THE BATHROOM

surrounded by idiots on this planet

JJ --

[noun]: An alien

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

my angel

All the things I've done before this
They don't mean a thing
And all the words spoken before this
Won't be said again
Suddenly so much of me has
No need to pretend
Cause there's nothing like the truth
To bring her back to u
And everyone I've met before this
Ain't seen me with u

Angel
My Angel

You're the only one who knows what I go through
Sometimes you even feel it more than me, baby
And I don't know how I ever got by without u
There's nothing like the truth
And I've got nothing left to lose
And every night I thank the universe that I found u

Angel
My Angel

And I don't have to wonder
What the world thinks about me
I know you're in my corner
You're always surrounding me
With your love

And if we all explode
See we would never know
But I just hope the pieces of my soul
Reach out to u
To find my angel

My Angel

i love it

i guess it's more like this

She's the kinda girl you wanna marry
The kinda girl you walk the whole earth for
Put her on your back and just carry
Her attitude is hotter than the earth's core
When she's around nothing else matters
Untouchable she's got her own forcefield
Sooner or later someone will get at her
If I don't someone else will


Wanna Love You Girl
Wanna Love You Girl
Wanna Love You Girl
Wanna Love You

She's the kinda girl you wanna marry
Scientists say that she's the second sunshine
And now my life is sweeter than berries
I guess if we have sex our love will turn to wine
When she's around nothing else matters
Even if the sky was at a stand still
If I turn my back then someone will get at her
If I don't someone else will


Wanna Love You Girl
Wanna Love You Girl
Wanna Love You Girl
Wanna Love You


Uh picture this all
Pictuer my life and my intention to ball
Picture this ice and how it glitter fo yall
Now don't you feel claustrophobic when that chick is involved?
She change ya life-and your frame of mind
Sorry I hope what I'm saying is fine
We fuss but we take it one day at a time
If there's a fire you know that she'll lay in the line
I just close my eyes and curve my mouth
Open my mind and words come out
Your electric
Your creative
You that picture girl I just painted
I got it you name it it's all paid for
Big castle on the sea shore, with the Willy Wonka decor
How this sound: Mr. & Mrs. Skateboard...J?

:]

well in case you were wondering why i called last night...

No new years day to celebrate
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
No first of spring
No song to sing
In fact heres just another ordinary day
No april rain
No flowers bloom
No wedding saturday within the month of june
But what it is is something true
Made up of these three words that I must say to you

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

No summers high
No warm july
No harvest moon to light one tender august night
No autumn breeze
No falling leaves
No even time for birds to fly to southern skies
No libra sun
No halloween
No giving thanks to all the christmas joy you bring
But what it is
Though old so new
To fill your heart like no three words could ever do

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart