backwards in my walk.
dammit.
One republic was AWESOMMMMM
john mayer was AWESUUUMMMMMMMM
both were just amazing
one of the single greatest nights of my life.
glad i got to share it with crystal popham/hughes.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
timing
i'm stressed out. i don't even know if this is an important issue, but it's like half of me wants to leave everything behind and start fresh and the other half of me doesn't want to risk losing the great things i already have in my life.
so i think i just wanna take a break from everyone and everything i'm a part of pretty soon just to see what things i miss and what i find important to me and what's worth keeping and what's worth losing...
it's just...
a lot of new things are happening to me and there's not enough room in my life to keep up with everything, you know? i wish all these things could've happened earlier or at a more convenient time. it's like i'm being bombarded with stress from school and church and love and family and friends and music and my own ambitions.
i remember when i was in high school, i didn't give an S about half the stuff i care about now, but now that i've really started to get serious with God like HARDcore, problems and conflicts with my own inner self and being have just been popping up.
i'm fighting against myself. literally.
so as a result of this, i'm gonna take some time to myself. i'm gonna be a recluse, if you will.
maybe it's selfish of me. i don't know. all i know is i have to do it if i'm gonna be the person i'd like to be. i have to take some time to focus and decide what's important and what's not. not like i haven't said that 5 times already, but just know if i end up shutting anybody out for the next little while, it has nothing to do with you. and that's about it.
pray for me.
so i think i just wanna take a break from everyone and everything i'm a part of pretty soon just to see what things i miss and what i find important to me and what's worth keeping and what's worth losing...
it's just...
a lot of new things are happening to me and there's not enough room in my life to keep up with everything, you know? i wish all these things could've happened earlier or at a more convenient time. it's like i'm being bombarded with stress from school and church and love and family and friends and music and my own ambitions.
i remember when i was in high school, i didn't give an S about half the stuff i care about now, but now that i've really started to get serious with God like HARDcore, problems and conflicts with my own inner self and being have just been popping up.
i'm fighting against myself. literally.
so as a result of this, i'm gonna take some time to myself. i'm gonna be a recluse, if you will.
maybe it's selfish of me. i don't know. all i know is i have to do it if i'm gonna be the person i'd like to be. i have to take some time to focus and decide what's important and what's not. not like i haven't said that 5 times already, but just know if i end up shutting anybody out for the next little while, it has nothing to do with you. and that's about it.
pray for me.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Keep GOD 1st
"Keep God 1st. Man, cuz God is amazing. God is.. Amazing. If you don't believe in God, whatever it is that you DO believe in... You believe in the universe at least. That's OK. You ain't gotta call it God. I'll do it for you."- Pharrell Williams
:)
college situation is going swell.
looking forward to J. Mayer, N.E.R.D, and COMMON
:)
college situation is going swell.
looking forward to J. Mayer, N.E.R.D, and COMMON
Saturday, August 2, 2008
i hate how
the only people i can depend on to do something when i need it done are ME and GOD.
that's it.
hopefully going to college soon.
that's it.
hopefully going to college soon.
Friday, August 1, 2008
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