baptized in blacklight

LIKE A HEALER
SHE COMES TO ME
WITH SOLACE FOR MY SPIRIT
THOUGHTS IN CAGES
LOCKED IN MAZES
HEARING ECHOES OF YESTERDAY

MET MY DEMONS FIGHTIN ANGELS
7 TIMES A MILLION TIES
THROUGH PHASES AND AGES
CONSUMED BY THE FIRE

STILL,
WHEN THE SUN GOES OUT
AND THE NIGHT IS ALL A HAZE
LET THE FLOOD COME DOWN
AND WASH IT ALL AWAY

BAPTIZED IN BLACKLIGHT

I FEEL YOUR TOUCH
AND I AM WHOLE AGAIN

I’M A CRIMINAL
WHO SURRENDERED
FOUND MY TRUTH IN CONSEQUENCE
BLIND BUT GUIDED
DIVIDED
WITH A MIND THAT’S BORN AGAIN

WHEN I NEEDED
YOU ENTERED
YOU ENTERED
YOU ENTERED
FIXING BROKEN, BROKEN PIECES
SINGING HALLELUJAH

WHEN THE SUN GOES OUT
AND THE NIGHT IS ALL A HAZE
LET THE FLOOD COME DOWN
AND WASH IT ALL AWAY

BAPTIZED IN BLACKLIGHT

I FEEL YOUR TOUCH
AND I AM WHOLE AGAIN

Gay Wizards???

Fuck you, i won't do what you tell me....

i gotta sing this...i'm really feelin this one.

Worthy is the lamb who was slain
Holy is He
Sing a new song to him who sits on
Heaven's mercy seat

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
Who was, and is, and is to come
With all creation I sing
Praise to the King of Kings
You are my everything
And I will adore You

Clothed in rainbows of living color
Flashes of lightning, rolls of thunder
Blessing and honor, strength and glory and power be
to You the only wise King

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
Who was, and is, and is to come
With all creation I sing
Praise to the King of Kings
You are my everything
And I will adore You

Filled with wonder, awestruck wonder
At the mention of your name
Jesus your name is power
Breath, and living water
Such a marvelous mystery

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
Who was and is, and is to come
With all creation I sing
Praise to the King of Kings
You are my everything
And I will adore You

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Now playing: Gateway Worship - Revelation Song
via FoxyTunes

KILLING IN THE NAME OF!!!

bad ass song...

well anywayz, church was pretty awesome.

crystal is awesome.

i gotta work on me though.

i'm reading hebrews and mark for personal reasons.

i'm quittin on the masturbatin, dude.

there's no light way to put that.

i gotta take it a step at a time.

lord help me...

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Now playing: Rage Against the Machine - Killing in the Name
via FoxyTunes

tonight

was pretty effing fun...
i met up with meliss after work and we went to the gold co show and i sat by BON which was amazing! :]

CRYSTAL, u did an awesome job. u managed to look cute the entire time! and i like how u got crunk to that jefferson song. and did u guys superman that hoe??...


I went to sarah's afterwards and we made smores by a campfire and told crazy stories about our lives...
then we went to her basement and watched AMERICA'S MOST SMARTEST MODEL.
that bitch with the big lips went home!
YEA
as long as the black dude didn't.

good stuff

are you ready?

that new blackout CD is my shizz...

i wish i could see that one chick who hates meX46...as of now...

i will tomorrow i suppose. i'm excited.

i got off work early for it too.

so abi is one of my favorite ppl to work with now and it was definitely NOT like that when she worked here b4. lol we hardly ever talked, and now she's my shit dude. lol

well...i guess i'm waitin for a phone call...

i slept ALL day today after work. FUN STUFF!!!

no really, i enjoy sleeping.

i get to sleep in a little tomorrow too!

i don't work til 2.
thank GOD for QUESZA TRAVICK. she's my buddy.

that alex chick cracks me up too.

but i haven't seen CRYSTAL in like 2 WEEKS!

i'm goin into withdrawal...

MS PAINT

Boy do i love HELLSING...
why you ask?
cuz Vampires are BAMF

bored...

i downloaded ABS, BLACKOUT, and NSC...

beautiful

Don't Run

BE STILL
MY LOVE
DON’T RUN
FROM HEALING
MY LOVE
DON’T RUN
BE STILL
MY LOVE
DON’T RUN
FROM HEALING
MY LOVE
DON’T RUN

ITS BETTER TO LOSE
BETTER TO FALL
THAN LOOSE THE FLOOD THAT WASHES US AWAY
ITS BETTER TO RADIATE
NEVER LIVE IN EXTREMES
THAN HAVE A TACITURN HEART
A RETICENT HEART

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Now playing: Kenna - Be Still
via FoxyTunes

BAMF

what the crap

i'm not a dick

so why do u treat me like i'm one?

cuz ur complicated...

u wonder if I'VE lost interest when it's u that hangs up on me all the time...

it's not complicated. it's retarded.

articulate ur feelings, then tell me how u really feel.

i'm a patient guy, but unnecessary drama just ticks me off sometimes.

oh well.

i'm out.

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Now playing: Stevie Ray Vaughn - Little Wing
via FoxyTunes

oh family guy...

the universe is speakin to me

i've been havin some crazy dreams lately...
one where i ended up carrying rebecca around a grocery store...
another where i ended up fuckin the shit out of crys...
another where my afro grew to be gigantic...

crazy dreams...

well...

not too happy about how last nights conversation ended...

not too happy about how jessica snapped on me and i almost ended up fighting her WITH q at work...

not too happy at all...



good thing i got bleach and zelda.

stuff i like to watch

just really nice performances


when i first realized...wow. he can really play that guitar...

Street fighter EFFING 4

well...

we talked for a little bit, but she ended up not calling back after she missed my call.

The Journey "Grow Up"

There are 3 Steps in our relationship with Christ:
1. Spiritual Infancy - We basically need someone to feed us God's word and help us along in our walk with God because we can't do it on our own. we need someone to clean up after our mistakes because we're spiritually infants and just walk around making messes.
2. Spiritual Adolescence - We basically get a little more self sufficient on feeding ourselves God's word. only fault is that adolescents usually think they're smarter than they actually are. lol
3. Spiritual Maturity - We have a level of stability and maturity and consistency that isn't ruled by emotion, but by logic and deep thinking.

"When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me." 1 Corinthians 13:11

"If you're not growing up, you're not growing."



this message really spoke to me...i can't keep waiting for someone to feed me god. i have to go out and find him for myself. i have to grow up spiritually. i have to grow up mentally.

i gotta grow up.

he's right though...

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Now playing: Mos Def - U R the One
via FoxyTunes

restful day

gettin back in touch with my hip hop roots.

just downloaded "the new danger," "tru3 magic," "dangerdoom," and "madvilliany."

just learned broken hearted.

slept ALL day.

guess i'll talk to her and then head to bed.

I's is tired. lol

NO WORK TOMO

Eric Clapton and John Mayer

Creamsickle

I just got ur text message
That u want me to join u
My reluctance would be less threatnin
If u told me wat u had on

See this is wat happens soon as i get home
Damn girl, it feels good bein right there
U can tell i'm serious by my tone
I can't see ur eyes, move ur hair
Is it possible for u to still moan?
This is changin my life. Do u care?
Can u believe that my minds been blown?
Or should i swear that

I'm ur guy
I'm ur man to be
I can make anything happen all of a sudden
But
Ur my girl
Ur my fantasy...
Nd When you kiss me there, it pushes love's button

*Cream*
It seems u licked my creamsickle down
*Cream*
But i couldn't get no better no more
*Cream*
I jump on u when u make that sound
*Cream*
In 2 minutes i'll get u one more

Ur so perfect girl
Ur pink cookies on top of those ice cream scoops
I want u nekkid girl
You're so naked sweet
By now, ur peach should be dripping of this juice

*Cream*
It seems u licked my creamsickle down
*Cream*
But i couldn't get no better no more
*Cream*
I jump on u when u make that sound
*Cream*
In 2 minutes i'll get u one more

I never get addicted 'less the headywop is serious

Don't b lookin at the speaker
You no that's not the way i treat ya
Nevermind the song, ur my girl
If u want me to, u know i'll freak ya
If u don't know how, u know i'll teach ya
But not TOO dirty, baby ur my girl

Shiiiiit...

*Cream*
It seems u licked my creamsickle down
*Cream*
But i couldn't get no better no more
*Cream*
I jump on u when u make that sound
*Cream*
In 2 minutes i'll get u one more

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Now playing: Pharrell & The Yessirs - Creamsickle
via FoxyTunes

here we go yo...

ATCQ - Scenario

T.I. - Hurt


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Now playing: Pharrell & The Yessirs - Stay With Me (Feat. Pusha T)
via FoxyTunes

very nice! i like!

hung out with crys...

work was hard...

i got work at 9 tomo...


i got the whole out of my mind cd by pharrell!!! awesomeness...

kenna comes out tomo...


well that's about all i got.

peace nigga!

quote of the day: "Here's the real scoop: I'm all that and then some, short dark and handsome. I'll bust a nut inside ya eye to show you where i come from. " - Phife Dawg of A Tribe Called Quest

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Now playing: A Tribe Called Quest - Scenario
via FoxyTunes

let's have a tea partay

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Now playing: Pharrell & The Yessirs - Angel
via FoxyTunes

crave

crave was amazing.

crystal is amazing.

god is good.




she fell off the bed. hahaha

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Now playing: Common - The Game
via FoxyTunes

just got back from church. some good points i took away:

worry does not empty tomorrow of it's sorrow, it empties today of it's strength. - Corrie Ten Boom

pray and let god worry. - Martin Luther

No test or temptation that comes your way is beyond the course of what others have had to face. All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you come through it. - I Corinthians 10:13

i miss my baby

and i want to see her.

work sucked.

although i did get to see ariel who i haven't seen in for EVER.

"I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here"
- John Mayer

"Your taste still lingers on my lips, like I've just placed them upon yours, and I starve for you!" - Dashboard Confessional

"Every time you cross my mind, I break out in exclamations of thanks to God."
Philippians 1:3

Random Quote: "Let's be honest, most girls who scream 'I love you', 'I want to have your baby!' are screaming that in a more recreational , kind of like sportsman spectator like way. And if you were like 'I dont have a Condom' you know...They'd Run!!!" - John Mayer


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Now playing: John Mayer - Love Song For No One
via FoxyTunes

i really don't know what i'm doing anymore

i guess i'm just sitting down and realizing i feel like a has-been.

i feel like i missed out on a lot of chances to actually grow up and i'm playing catch up now.

i don't have a license, i'm still TRYING to get into college, i've YET to take my SAT's and i'm dead broke.

i feel like i'm just waisting my life away.

i hate when i get to thinking like this...

but i really feel like the only thing i ever do with my life is get on the computer and play guitar videogames and shit.

and of course work.

but really, what am i doing with the direction of my life?

i dunno. right now, the only things that are really steadfast in my life rigt now are my relationships with people i care about and music. that's all that's really keeping me going. MIMS man. music is my saviour. well...sort of.

jesus is MY saviour, but only when i play for him do i really FEEL what i'm playing. hopefully i can go somewhere with that.

i don't think i want to go to college. i probably should WANT to go, but i don't. i just wanna play music. maybe i should study that. i'm not sure.

i love music. i have to do something musical with my life.

i have to.





well enough ranting. i'm going to bed.

she didn't call...

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Now playing: Billy & The Band - Save My Best
via FoxyTunes

Blue Magic

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Now playing: A Tribe Called Quest - Electric Relaxation
via FoxyTunes

i just got back from billy's...

and i gotta tell ya, we sound BAMF.

i hope the rest of the cd with us on it sounds this good.

then i can be confident in calling ppl to come to the concert.

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Now playing: Billy & The Band - Make The Change
via FoxyTunes

so i never really updated...

well i didn't get thru the whole week. i got 4days. lol

oh well. hopefully tomorrow will be fun. i get to record with billy and john at billy's crib.

then after i'm hopefully seeing meg's little performance. that should be WAY fun.

maybe saturday me and crys can hang out. she's feeling kinda bad about not hanging with me i gues, but i don't really mind.

not TOO much anyways. i'm a pretty chill understtanding person. i'm sympathetic to her current position.

i finished BOTH my D books.

i have to figure out why my amp died.

"i don't smoke herbs, but i'm still real nice with the verbs.
so f--- wat ya heard." - Will.I.Am

"It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone, but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives." - Unknown

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will." - Unknown

i feel like i'm nowhere

New Boondocks...hiLARious

Say Sumn

I'm over here
Looking at you
You're over there
Watching me, too
Both painting pictures of
How we'll kiss and fu....

So what we gon' do?

Tell me why we're standing here
the moment's fresh and so sincere
I could tell with my eyes closed
And baby, I'm ready to go

But uh,
If it's worth your while
Say somethin', say somethin'
If it's worth your while
Say somethin' good to me
If it's worth your while
Do somethin' good to me

Let's make it
Hot as you can stand it
Something like volcanic
You and me seems organic
Just like the stars and planets
Yeah, we are

So what you gon' do?

Tell me why we're still in here
There's nothing for us to fear
I could tell with my eyes closed
That baby, I'm ready to go

But uh,
If it's worth your while
Say somethin', say somethin'
If it's worth your while
Say somethin' good to me
If it's worth your while
Do somethin' good to me

inspiration for the week?

i'm so distant

and i don't need to be.

i'm taking this week to dig deep in the word.

i'm taking the week off the computer.

this is gonna be hard, but i have to do it.

i guess i'll update this in a week.

bye.

so then i found 10 bux

my boss paid me for comin in. well besides what i get paid for goin in.

i found the new britney cd. it's not too bad. i like the beats on it.

danja and p did a good job.

goin to bed. church tomorrow. i gotta pimp my new wardrobe.

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Now playing: Britney Spears - Stupid Things
via FoxyTunes

so i went to work

and it was ok i guess...

i came home and went to criddal's house...
i had to fucking break away like a ninja though. haha

good times. good times.

well now i have to work cuz robert quit and alfred's out of town.

way awesome. just awesome.

well maybe i'll do something fun tonight, but if not...crystal made my day. :]

but she's still a fag

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Now playing: Pharrell & The Yessirs - Young Girl ft. Jay-Z
via FoxyTunes

it hurt like 2 bitches on a bitch boat

so i worked...got paid...spent 220sumn dollars on clothes, movies, and 2 books.

noice.

i work again today, but this is it for the week.

patience hit her b's car yesterday. wat a tard.

i'm chillin with him today and he's bringing ms. dana so hopefully i'm draggin crys with me.
we'll see.

she was chillin wit taylor last night so i didn't really TALK talk to her but we did text all day.

she really warmed my heart yesterday.

i'm glad we mean alot to each other.

wel...she means a lot to ME anyways.

i gotta get deeper in the word than just dropping by on wed's and sundays. maybe i could put that audiobible in my zen...

another day. right now, i gotta get ready for work.

much love.

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Now playing: John Mayer - Something's Missing
via FoxyTunes

ok so today

it was alright i guess.
i found a couple cool songs.
i texted crys.

i'm gonna try to learn sum guitar songs...

not too eventful.

tomorrow i get paid and i'm going shopping and hopefully gettin my cousin to hook me up with dreads.

hollaback youngin.

ooo ooo

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Now playing: Joe Satriani, John Petrucci, Steve Vai - Little Wing
via FoxyTunes

Little Wing

Well she's walking through the clouds
With a circus mind thats running 'round
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairy tales
Thats all she ever thinks about
Riding with the wind.

When I'm sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free
It's alright, she says it's alright
Take anything you want from me, anything
Anything

Fly on little wing,
yeah, little wing

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Now playing: Stevie Ray Vaughn - Little Wing
via FoxyTunes

fucking sick

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Now playing: Travis Barker - Crank Dat Soulja Boy
via FoxyTunes

so i'm still kinda pissed

some girl bought all the energy drinks at church last night. who the F buys 5 ENERGY DRINKS!?!?

ugh...i was really aggrivated...

i still am...

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Now playing: Kenna - Face The Gun/Good Luck
via FoxyTunes

just woke up

i had a weird dream where i started these kids fighting over something stupid but then i broke it up later...it was odd...sam jones was in it.

well last night, crys did not go with me. the drummer sucked.
none but jesus was good though.
so was our circle. i like lloyd and renee.

crystal just about tortured me through text message.

i work at 11. so i'm up a little early.

i think i'm gonna go bavck to bed or take a shower to waste time. we'll see.


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Now playing: Kenna - Baptized in Blacklight
via FoxyTunes

i made an incorrect assumption

i'm still playing tonight.
oh well.

i got the new kenna cd and it is fuckin RIDICULOUS!!!

i love it.

i'm textin the fag currently.

maybe i should finish my homework.

kk well maybe i'll update tonight.

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Now playing: Kenna - Loose Wires/Blink Radio
via FoxyTunes

that cavemen show...

is actually pretty funny.

i like it.

i hought it would be retarded at first...but it's actually pretty good. :]

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Now playing: Gorillaz - Kids With Guns
via FoxyTunes

so today...

i worked at 10. it was a pretty good day, work wise.
ms. lucy came in though which means for like an hour we had to be on our best behavior which sucks.

after i came home...i ate i think? i don't really remember. it's all kind of a blur. i know i went to sleep though.

my nap was interrupted with a trip to the hospital, so i grabbed my headphones and my vampire hunter d book and that kept me busy for about an hour or 2.

but now i'm home. hopefully dinner is on it's way.

just a normal day.

i gotta finish my cleansing stream hw. tonight.

argh.

i don't work tomorrow though, which is awesome. i'm home all day. that means i get to sleep and possibly catch up on my reading. lol

guitar hero is definitely involved.

i missed her today.

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Now playing: Fall Out Boy - Arms Race (Remix) (ft. Travis (Gym Class Heroes), Tyga, Kanye West, Paul Wall, Skin Head Rob, Lupe Fiasco & Lil Wayne)
via FoxyTunes

it got better

talkin to her always seems to cheer me up.

but yea...i got my hoodie!

i gotta find a work shirt for tomorrow...gotta find food for tonight.

well i found the bape all stars song that i totally missed...

new tito el bambino song is BAMF

that will.i.am cd is still serious.

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Now playing: Will.I.Am - Heartbreaker
via FoxyTunes

today so far has sucked harshly

i came into work and forgot my phone at home.

me and mr. t were the only ones there til 10.

mother went to the hospital.

i'm still sore.

i didn't get picked up from work til 3...and i was off at 2.

although, the will.i.am cd has done wonders in cheering me up.

almost forgot that tiaya and tonia woke me up last night cuz tiaya and dad fought and tonia and tiaya fought and it was hella drama and all it really did was keep me up last night.

great.

i told em publix was open 24hrs. i done told em!!

my old posts from xanga

Saturday, September 29, 2007

	Currently Listening Songs About Girls By will.i.am see related i dunno i really like her, and i know she likes me...but i don't wanna smother her. u kno? o well. we'll see how tomo plays out. i'm so fuckin tired. sorry but i just ran around for like 2 hrs...
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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Currently Listening Make Sure They See My Face By Kenna Better Wise Up see related shit is out of control!!! i got my kenna hoodie today!!! http://www.merchdirect.net/x/detail_image.php?imageid=18810 ^what it looks like. and me and her ended up hangin out. i went to her house and we watched most of clerks II which is one of the funniest movies EVER. hahhahaha i LOVE that movie! we're gonna finish it. She might go with me on sunday to see me play in the morning. I'm taking her with me to see deliverer on kind of a date i suppose. :] I've been doing my homework for cleansing stream. I even have chapters of the bible in my Zen. it's pretty bamf. i got my anime goods so that should keep me busy for a while. :] well that's about all. goin to rehearse tonight for service on sunday. good stuff

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Currently Listening Curtis By Curtis Mayfield (Don't Worry) If There's a Hell Below, We're All Going To Go see related Don't Worry right now i'm not doin a whole lot o nuthin. BUT, i found an awesome curtis mayfield song that i'm listenin to now. me and crys might be hangin out today. she says she wanna, but we'll see. i'm gonna be good this time. :] welllllllllllllll that's about all. oh i learned how to play the heart of life, but i gotta practice it. but i'm way better than i was when i was FIRST tryin ta learn it. lol ok now i'm done. hungry....boooorrrreed....

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Monday, September 24, 2007

Currently Listening It Won't Be Soon Before Long By Maroon 5 Figure It Out see related so just updating... so me and crys are maybe hanging out today...maybe... but besides that, apparently rebecca or naomi is spreading around that i wrote an in depth story about my sex life on my old xanga...ugh...ridiculous. well i'll talk about it later with ms becca. yuri's party was way fun. i'm way easy to break in "if you love me." me and her-b are like best friends now. it's hilarious. lol i love it. work is doin pretty good. i got a RAISE!!! 7.15 and hr now. eric is gettin paid the most though...effing 8.50!!! wtf!?!? o well. i bought a bunch of movies today... tenacious d, clerks 2, casino royale, young frankenstein, and alpha dog. tenacious d was funny but effing retarded. lol that's about all that's new. guitar hero is hard.

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

Currently Listening 1st Born Second By Bilal Reminisce see related ahhhhhhhhh so morgan walked in on me and his siter effing around.... WAY awkward.... i can't get past it.... OMG Saturday, September 22, 2007 Currently Listening Echoes Silence Patience & Grace By Foo Fighters The Pretender see related My First Post i'm really pissed that all my entries on the other one i have to leave behind. that really pisses me off. i really dislike naomi cardoza. there i said it. she really pisses me off...ugh... well today, i'm hanging out with crystal (uh oh ;] ) and after that we're hittin up yuri's party. :] looks like it's to be a fun day. plus last night was leah's bday party and that was SUPER fun. :] way neato. well that's all i got. favsongsofthemoment: blue magic and the pretender Public - 12:35 PM - add eprops - add comments - edit it - email it