Thursday, November 29, 2007
haha weird dreams
so i took a long much needed nap today...
awesome right?
not really.
so i dreamed i got a text from non other than naomi cardoza. lol
watever, right?
well she wanted to come over and see everyone...
so i said "...uh ok?"
then she's like "i'm outside."
she comes by with a guy who for some reason reminded me of tyler thompson with how incredibly nice he was. lol
well we headed downstairs and i showed her how we moved everything.
ok so far.
i took her UPSTAIRS to say hi to the family...
my dad and sister gave and uncomfortable wave and hello.
but then i bring her by my mom...
mom str8 up looked at her and said "why are u here? we don't like u here anymore!"
like str8 up. not kidding. i couldn't really say anything. lol wat was i supposed to say? it was the truth.
naomi saw me looking sad and figured it was because i had to say goodbye, however i was just kinda embarressed that "tyler guy" had to be a part of that. lol
then i continued to tell her how much of a prick i thought she was. she assumed she helped me grow, but i'm still the same nigga i was b4 i met her that i am now. and i told her she and her shacket college can move the hell on with her attitude.
she continued to leave afterwards.
then i remember dreaming i went into work the next day and told shawney after naomi called and left me a mean message. of course.
interesting, no?
awesome right?
not really.
so i dreamed i got a text from non other than naomi cardoza. lol
watever, right?
well she wanted to come over and see everyone...
so i said "...uh ok?"
then she's like "i'm outside."
she comes by with a guy who for some reason reminded me of tyler thompson with how incredibly nice he was. lol
well we headed downstairs and i showed her how we moved everything.
ok so far.
i took her UPSTAIRS to say hi to the family...
my dad and sister gave and uncomfortable wave and hello.
but then i bring her by my mom...
mom str8 up looked at her and said "why are u here? we don't like u here anymore!"
like str8 up. not kidding. i couldn't really say anything. lol wat was i supposed to say? it was the truth.
naomi saw me looking sad and figured it was because i had to say goodbye, however i was just kinda embarressed that "tyler guy" had to be a part of that. lol
then i continued to tell her how much of a prick i thought she was. she assumed she helped me grow, but i'm still the same nigga i was b4 i met her that i am now. and i told her she and her shacket college can move the hell on with her attitude.
she continued to leave afterwards.
then i remember dreaming i went into work the next day and told shawney after naomi called and left me a mean message. of course.
interesting, no?
O Fortuna velut Luna
Turn around and smell what you don't see
Close your eyes ... it is so clear
Here's the mirror, behind there is a screen
On both ways you can get in.
Don't think twice before you listen to your heart,
Follow the trace for a new start.
What you need and everything you'll feel
Is just a question of the deal.
In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love.
The path of excess leads to the tower of Wisdom
Try to think about it...
That's the chance to live your life and discover
What it is, what's the gravity of love
Look around just people, can you hear their voice
Find the one who'll guide you to the limits of your choice.
But if you're in the eye of storm
Just think of the lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love.
Close your eyes ... it is so clear
Here's the mirror, behind there is a screen
On both ways you can get in.
Don't think twice before you listen to your heart,
Follow the trace for a new start.
What you need and everything you'll feel
Is just a question of the deal.
In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love.
The path of excess leads to the tower of Wisdom
Try to think about it...
That's the chance to live your life and discover
What it is, what's the gravity of love
Look around just people, can you hear their voice
Find the one who'll guide you to the limits of your choice.
But if you're in the eye of storm
Just think of the lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
why i play guitar...
This is a call to a colorblind
This is an IOU
I'm stranded behind the horizon line
Tied up in something true
Yes I'm grounded
I got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry
Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
'Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for
Why is it not the time?
What is there more to learn?
Shed this skin I've been tripping in
And I've never quite returned
Yes I'm grounded
I got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry
Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
'Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for
'Cause I'm bigger than my body now
Maybe I'll tangle in a power lines
And it might be over in a second's time
But I'll gladly go down in a flame
If the flame's what it takes to remember my name
To remember my name now
Yes I'm grounded
I got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry
waiting for my fuse to dry
Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
'Cause I'm bigger than my body
Bigger than my body
Bigger than my body now
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Now playing: John Mayer - Bigger Than My Body
via FoxyTunes
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Monday, November 26, 2007
conflicting emotions?
When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue
You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
With the one thing that brings light to all of my darkness
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
There is no other one who can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Cause I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you that I need you
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
-Weezer
And boy do i mean that, but...
because of that, i don't think i can ever really LOVE love u like that...
don't get me wrong, i like u and i still care.
we'll keep moving and we'll see wat happens.
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue
You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
With the one thing that brings light to all of my darkness
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
There is no other one who can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Cause I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you that I need you
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
-Weezer
And boy do i mean that, but...
because of that, i don't think i can ever really LOVE love u like that...
don't get me wrong, i like u and i still care.
we'll keep moving and we'll see wat happens.
"I never think of the future. It comes soon enough." - ALBERT EINSTEIN
couldn't agree with ya more.
i guess i shouldn't worry about it now.
We'll just take it a day at a time.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
this world keeps testing me, but i won't give up
Some of us, we're hardly ever here
The rest of us, we're born to disappear
How do I stop myself from
Being just a number
How will I hold my head
To keep from going under
Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me, testing me
How did they find me here
What do they want from me
All of these vultures hiding
Right outside my door
I hear them whisperin
They're tryin to ride it out
They've never gone this long
Without a kill before
Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me
Wheels up
I got to leave this evening
Can't seem to shake these vultures
Off of my trail
Power is made, by power being taken
So I keep on running
To protect my situation
Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me
Wat ya gonna do about it?
Don't give up
- John Mayer
Amen to that mann...
this is exactly how i feel right now.
i gotta go thru this fire mann...
sex, drugs, etc. all of it is keeping me from moving closer to him.
well...no drugs, no jackin it, less sex. ;]
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Now playing: John Mayer - Vultures (Live)
via FoxyTunes
The rest of us, we're born to disappear
How do I stop myself from
Being just a number
How will I hold my head
To keep from going under
Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me, testing me
How did they find me here
What do they want from me
All of these vultures hiding
Right outside my door
I hear them whisperin
They're tryin to ride it out
They've never gone this long
Without a kill before
Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me
Wheels up
I got to leave this evening
Can't seem to shake these vultures
Off of my trail
Power is made, by power being taken
So I keep on running
To protect my situation
Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me
Wat ya gonna do about it?
Don't give up
- John Mayer
Amen to that mann...
this is exactly how i feel right now.
i gotta go thru this fire mann...
sex, drugs, etc. all of it is keeping me from moving closer to him.
well...no drugs, no jackin it, less sex. ;]
----------------
Now playing: John Mayer - Vultures (Live)
via FoxyTunes
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Friday, November 23, 2007
Thanksgiving
was amazing...
i have dreads...
hangin out with herb and miss p and the folks and preston and daniel...
awesome week.
awesome.
hope ur doin ok. ;]
i have dreads...
hangin out with herb and miss p and the folks and preston and daniel...
awesome week.
awesome.
hope ur doin ok. ;]
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i love paramore
hallelujah.
thank u bon.
crys is gone...we'll see how this week turns out then...
BRONSKI'S ARE BACK
thank u bon.
crys is gone...we'll see how this week turns out then...
BRONSKI'S ARE BACK
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
SAY
Take all of your wasted honor,
Every little past frustration,
Take all of your so called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations.
Say what you need to say.
Walkin' like a one man army,
Fightin' with the shadows in your head.
Livin' up the same old moment
Knowin' you'd be better off instead
If you could only
Say what you need to say.
Have no fear for givin' in.
Have no fear for givin' over.
You better know that in the end,
It's better to say too much than never to say what you need to say again.
Even if your hands are shakin',
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closin',
Do it with a heart wide open.
Say what you need to say.
- JOHN MAYER
Every little past frustration,
Take all of your so called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations.
Say what you need to say.
Walkin' like a one man army,
Fightin' with the shadows in your head.
Livin' up the same old moment
Knowin' you'd be better off instead
If you could only
Say what you need to say.
Have no fear for givin' in.
Have no fear for givin' over.
You better know that in the end,
It's better to say too much than never to say what you need to say again.
Even if your hands are shakin',
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closin',
Do it with a heart wide open.
Say what you need to say.
- JOHN MAYER
Monday, November 19, 2007
Sunday, November 18, 2007
TONIGHT WAS AMAZING
THANK YOU to everyone who came!
THANK YOU to everyone who participated!!
THANK YOU to BILLY LANGLEY!!!
and don't forget to give THANKS to GOD for everything he's provided during THANKSGIVING.
I love those guys with all my heart.
THANK YOU to everyone who participated!!
THANK YOU to BILLY LANGLEY!!!
and don't forget to give THANKS to GOD for everything he's provided during THANKSGIVING.
I love those guys with all my heart.
Friday, November 16, 2007
tomorrow's the big day
i'm excited!
i don't work until 12 tomorrow. :]
i'm excited.
i saw rebecca and ashley!!!!
that made my day.
she basically jumped into my arms when she saw me!
i haven't seen her in so long! i missed her.
i miss that whole family! minus one...
oh well.
tired.
crys should call, but if not...she's a fag. :]
g'night!!!
i don't work until 12 tomorrow. :]
i'm excited.
i saw rebecca and ashley!!!!
that made my day.
she basically jumped into my arms when she saw me!
i haven't seen her in so long! i missed her.
i miss that whole family! minus one...
oh well.
tired.
crys should call, but if not...she's a fag. :]
g'night!!!
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Tired...
I'm tired
Sick and tired of love
I've had my fill of love
From below and above
Tired, tired of being admired
Tired of love uninspired
Let's face it
I'm tired
- Madeline Kahn
but seriously i'm so friggin tired, it's not even funny.
i gotta work at 7:30AM too.
:[
Sick and tired of love
I've had my fill of love
From below and above
Tired, tired of being admired
Tired of love uninspired
Let's face it
I'm tired
- Madeline Kahn
but seriously i'm so friggin tired, it's not even funny.
i gotta work at 7:30AM too.
:[
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Friday, November 9, 2007
Lord Help Me...
11:03, really?
wow. well fuck you, mom.
i'm really mad.
i miss my friends.
i miss her company.
i have no time.
i'm gloomy, but i'll never let it show.
i got high today with Abi and Eric at work. lol
i haven't done it in over a year, so i said "hey. what the hell."
sooooooooooooo
it was an interesting morning.
wow. well fuck you, mom.
i'm really mad.
i miss my friends.
i miss her company.
i have no time.
i'm gloomy, but i'll never let it show.
i got high today with Abi and Eric at work. lol
i haven't done it in over a year, so i said "hey. what the hell."
sooooooooooooo
it was an interesting morning.
i'm sad?
and i'm not sure why...
i'm really confused about my emotions at this point in my life.
well we'll see if i even have to think about those same emotions in the next 3 wks. after this concert is over and thanksgiving comes around.
before then, i won't even have time to breathe, basically
after that, we'll see.
we'll see.
i'm really confused about my emotions at this point in my life.
well we'll see if i even have to think about those same emotions in the next 3 wks. after this concert is over and thanksgiving comes around.
before then, i won't even have time to breathe, basically
after that, we'll see.
we'll see.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Monday, November 5, 2007
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST
I SEE THE KING OF GLORY
COMING DOWN THE CLOUDS WITH FIRE
THE WHOLE EARTH SHAKES
I SEE HIS LOVE AND MERCY
WASHING OVER ALL OUR SIN
THE PEOPLE SING
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST
I SEE A GENERATION
RISING UP TO TAKE THEIR PLACE
WITH SELFLESS FAITH
I SEE A NEAR REVIVAL
STIRRING AS WE PRAY AND SEEK
WE'RE ON OUR KNEES
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST
HEAL MY HEART AND MAKE IT CLEAN
OPEN UP MY EYES TO THE THINGS UNSEEN
SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE LIKE YOU HAVE LOVED ME
BREAK MY HEART FROM WHAT BREAKS YOURS
EVERYTHING I AM FOR YOUR KINGDOM'S CAUSE
AS I WALK FROM EARTH INTO ETERNITY
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST
Lord let this be my heart's declaration...
Amen.
COMING DOWN THE CLOUDS WITH FIRE
THE WHOLE EARTH SHAKES
I SEE HIS LOVE AND MERCY
WASHING OVER ALL OUR SIN
THE PEOPLE SING
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST
I SEE A GENERATION
RISING UP TO TAKE THEIR PLACE
WITH SELFLESS FAITH
I SEE A NEAR REVIVAL
STIRRING AS WE PRAY AND SEEK
WE'RE ON OUR KNEES
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST
HEAL MY HEART AND MAKE IT CLEAN
OPEN UP MY EYES TO THE THINGS UNSEEN
SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE LIKE YOU HAVE LOVED ME
BREAK MY HEART FROM WHAT BREAKS YOURS
EVERYTHING I AM FOR YOUR KINGDOM'S CAUSE
AS I WALK FROM EARTH INTO ETERNITY
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST
Lord let this be my heart's declaration...
Amen.
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