let's see... _____ ____-something lol was my "first love." lol
we never did anything together, but i just liked how she listened to me and how i listened to her.
after that was... __'_____ _______ i think. i REALLY liked her. she had all the qualities i wanted in a girl. well physical qualities at least. the one thing she WAS missing was a heart. it used to feel good to be with her until she dicked me over. and then i couldn't even look at her after that. and THEN i tried again and i waisted an entire summer trying and failing. ugh. i mean i loved her figure and her teasing and her horniness and her humor and listening capabilities, but now she's just a friend. to even think about her like that now is kind of awkward. lol
but as much as i said i loved the next girl, i never quite liked her as much as __'_____.
and we come to _____ _______. yes the sister of the above. lol the second longest relationship i ever had which was an even bigger waste of time for the two simple reasons being that she was fat and that she never loved me even though she said she did. however she did take my virginity and she liked to have sex...a lot... and phone sex... and masturbate... all of that.
and even still, she was really loose. i didn't know that at the time, but now i know tight pussy when i feel it. lol
that whole relationship went to Hell and now i don't even acknowledge her existence anymore. i could actually say that i hate her.
yea, i hate her.
but...
actually there's no but. i hate her. she's a bitch. fuck ______ _______.
in-between these was always ______ ________. now _____ never got past a friends wit benefits relationship, however she was a really REALLY good friend to me. she still is. however she had a __'_____ kind of figure goin for her and it just made me wanna hit it. and apparently i have some sort of attractive aesthetic qualities about myself. we connected in that sense. she really had some of the tightest pussy i've ever felt in my life. we never had sex, but just fingering her was a struggle! lol
but now we have _______ ______. and it's no lie when i say that she really means the world to me. she's more than just a piece of ass (which she really is. have you seen it? it's gorgeous). she understands me. i understand her. we vibe mentally and physically. she feels GREAT everytime! she's wise and gorgeous, amazing and everything to me! i love her. she loves me. no questions asked. i really do mean that from the core of my being.
she makes me want to write a song about her.
i can't see myself ever leaving her. even if her parents end up hating my black ass, i still love her. and because of that, we both figure God will see us through these hard times. as of now, there's no one to make me think differently. i can't lose this girl.
well that's me ranting.
i guess i'm done now.
had to get it off my chest.



*names have been removed for confidentiality*