soooo
i’m feeling kinda weird talking about this because i’ve wanted to for a while but as much as i know christians aren’t supposed to judge, i know they do. and i don’t want to be.
however at this moment i’m trusting god to deliver me with these things that i struggle with.
i struggle with masturbation, sex, oral. all of that i’ve done and i struggle with even now. i’m blessed t have found a gf who doesn’t place value on that like my other ones have however we still mess up sometimes. but this is a chick i plan to marry in the future and at this moment i’m deciding not to have sex with her AGAIN until we do get married.
however i know that saying this is a lot easier than actually going through with it. even now i feel like it’s not a “spur of the moment emotion” kind of thing. i’m making a DECISION and sticking to it. so just pray for me and pray that god will see me through this. i know i’m delivered of this, but i’ve been delivered of this before too.
but this is the first time i’m asking to be held accountable. so please keep me in your prayers mr. jeremy.
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