Saturday, March 8, 2008

well i'm kinda freakin out in general

cuz i feel like i'm doing the same shit all over again.
and i have all this pent up frustration and i don't know what to do with it.
she was pissed last night and i could tell.
i feel like a dickhole.
what should i do?
i am depressed.
well i won't say i'm depressed. i don't quite know how i feel right now...
my head hurts...again...
i just wish things weren't so shitty already and i could just deal with one thing at a time
but everything is happening at once...
i think i'm gonna message jeremy...

1 comment:

Crystalynn said...

HEY, how about you watch your mouth? (just a suggestion, lol.) & how about we both calm down. *breathes/inhales. ok. now, don't feel like a dickhole. i love you for every little & big thing you do. we're gunna work through all of everything together, ok? we're both gunna get mad & upset & aggravated but we're strong enough to work through it all. & you know i get over stuff QUICKLY. please don't get upset because of me. i know you care about me a lot, & im so thankful for it & i appreciate every second of it, but don't allow me to get you down. & just keep in mind that i love you. couldn't stop. & that should be more overpowering than any other emotion baby. :) & +im about to start i think SO, "fuck you hormones! not crystal, HORMONES!" haha