pissed.
i'm pissed at everything around me.
i don't feel like goin anywhere. i don't feel like doin anything.
and what is the root of this emotion?
let's vent, shall we?:
*i'm working 3day weeks now which totally sucks for my paycheck
*my tv broke today
*crystal is leaving me for like 2 weeks and won't be back for her entire spring break
*crystal's dad hates me and will totally let her go to fucking florida with some random bitch but won't let her go to church with me
*my final fantasy XI won't work s i waisted like a good hundred bucks on it
*i still haven't been refunded by jcpenney
*herbie and patience's relationship is honestly pissing me off with how stupid they both act to each other and it's just aggravating having to be the middle man
*crystal is still grounded and i don't know when i'll see her next and i hate it and it makes me really angry and i'm tired of having to sneak off and meet her in secret and just having to plot out our next meeting makes me so exasperated and i'm really tired of it
*people in church are starting to get on my nerves
*i'm starting to feel lonely again
*i'm not in college nor have i done anything to get me there
so yea. alot.
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baby, you are a very strong person. you've got to take it step by step. things will get better, i promise. you've gotta stay strong, the devil's trynna bring ya down! "Jesus Walks". red man's gotcha crazy sad! "Red Man". KEEP ROLLINROLLINROLLIN! :) baby, all this will pass. if you can make it through all this, you can make it through life. God is trying to test you right now. don't fail him. don't fail yourself. "don't give up trying to find your way. remember that it often takes bending to avoid breaking" :)
don't lose sight of me being here for you. don't lose sight of how much i love & care about you. i only hope my understanding & desire to help you through everything is enough for you. & most importantly, look towards the sky.
you're in my prayers J. but i know you'll be ok.
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