sensual seduction. hahahaha

haha weird dreams

so i took a long much needed nap today...

awesome right?
not really.

so i dreamed i got a text from non other than naomi cardoza. lol

watever, right?

well she wanted to come over and see everyone...

so i said "...uh ok?"

then she's like "i'm outside."

she comes by with a guy who for some reason reminded me of tyler thompson with how incredibly nice he was. lol

well we headed downstairs and i showed her how we moved everything.

ok so far.

i took her UPSTAIRS to say hi to the family...

my dad and sister gave and uncomfortable wave and hello.

but then i bring her by my mom...

mom str8 up looked at her and said "why are u here? we don't like u here anymore!"

like str8 up. not kidding. i couldn't really say anything. lol wat was i supposed to say? it was the truth.

naomi saw me looking sad and figured it was because i had to say goodbye, however i was just kinda embarressed that "tyler guy" had to be a part of that. lol

then i continued to tell her how much of a prick i thought she was. she assumed she helped me grow, but i'm still the same nigga i was b4 i met her that i am now. and i told her she and her shacket college can move the hell on with her attitude.

she continued to leave afterwards.

then i remember dreaming i went into work the next day and told shawney after naomi called and left me a mean message. of course.

interesting, no?

O Fortuna velut Luna

Turn around and smell what you don't see
Close your eyes ... it is so clear
Here's the mirror, behind there is a screen
On both ways you can get in.
Don't think twice before you listen to your heart,
Follow the trace for a new start.
What you need and everything you'll feel
Is just a question of the deal.
In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love.

The path of excess leads to the tower of Wisdom

Try to think about it...
That's the chance to live your life and discover
What it is, what's the gravity of love

Look around just people, can you hear their voice
Find the one who'll guide you to the limits of your choice.
But if you're in the eye of storm
Just think of the lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love.

another reason as to why i play guitar...

yea.

why i play guitar...

This is a call to a colorblind
This is an IOU
I'm stranded behind the horizon line
Tied up in something true

Yes I'm grounded
I got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
'Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for

Why is it not the time?
What is there more to learn?
Shed this skin I've been tripping in
And I've never quite returned

Yes I'm grounded
I got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
'Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for
'Cause I'm bigger than my body now

Maybe I'll tangle in a power lines
And it might be over in a second's time
But I'll gladly go down in a flame
If the flame's what it takes to remember my name
To remember my name now

Yes I'm grounded
I got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry
waiting for my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
'Cause I'm bigger than my body
Bigger than my body
Bigger than my body now

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Now playing: John Mayer - Bigger Than My Body
via FoxyTunes

GO!

i fixed my 3 button.

now i'm off to play God of War II.

conflicting emotions?

When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue

You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
With the one thing that brings light to all of my darkness

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

There is no other one who can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Cause I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you that I need you

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
-Weezer

And boy do i mean that, but...
because of that, i don't think i can ever really LOVE love u like that...
don't get me wrong, i like u and i still care.
we'll keep moving and we'll see wat happens.

"I never think of the future. It comes soon enough." - ALBERT EINSTEIN

couldn't agree with ya more.

i guess i shouldn't worry about it now.

We'll just take it a day at a time.