The Five One x N*E*R*D - KillJoy 51 Remix
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56189671883a73d3/
check it out folks
Thursday, February 26, 2009
so after reading that last post and coming from the bible study i was just at...
i realize that maybe i've been keeping it the wrong kind of real with people.
i've been relying too much on emotions. i've been doing things based on how i feel and not on what the word says, and it's my job to live by the word.
so basically i'm f'ing up.
but i'm gonna be totally humble about it. if anybody wants to call me out on whatever, i'm not gonna rush to prove myself right so much anymore.
most likely i'm gonna be wrong. it doesn't matter how i try and justify my actions, if it's not of God or related to Him, it's of the world. and i can't live of this world. i have to be different. even if i end up looking weird or like a freak because of it. i'm called to press on. Jesus, himself, says in John 15: 18-19:
"If you find the godless world is hating you, remember it got its start hating me. If you lived on the world's terms, the world would love you as one of its own. But since I picked you to live on God's terms and no longer on the world's terms, the world is going to hate you."
so that's it right there folks. i can't do these things i know are against him still knowing i'm in the shield of His grace. that's basically taking advantage. i feel like certain circumstances have taken me backwards once again.
i feel like i was searching entirely too hard for something that was not God. waisting my time with that instead of spending it trying to come closer to Him.
that's not to say i was just ignoring Him. i pray every night. i read my Bible pretty often. but that's not enough when i know as much as i do and i'm as close as i am to Him.
it's like i'm doing the one thing that i hate when other people do. i HATE it when people KNOW the word and KNOW the bible and STILL choose to sin.
i mean i'm not drinking and having sex every night while smoking crack laced with ecxtasy or anything like that. i just have my own personal problems that i feel like i'm holding back from God and he wants them and i can't seem to give them away.
well, tonight i'm done. i was inspired by people doin it just like me who got past all this crap that i still hold back from him.
another scripture that spoke to me was Hebrews 12: 14-17:
"Work at getting along with each other and with God. Otherwise you'll never get so much as a glimpse of God. Make sure no one gets left out of God's generosity. Keep a sharp eye out for weeds of bitter discontent. A thistle or two gone to seed can ruin a whole garden in no time. Watch out for the Esau syndrome: trading away God's lifelong gift in order to satisfy a short-term appetite. You well know how Esau later regretted that impulsive act and wanted God's blessing—but by then it was too late, tears or no tears."
Talk about conviction. it's like he knows right where i'm at and knows EXACTLY what to say to me. ya know?
well f(orget) that. i'm no esau. i have to move forward like never before.
if you see me slippin, call me out. PLEASE.
i've ignored it, but i can't do that so much anymore.
i'm giving it all to Him.
everything.
repentance is necessary for forgiveness.
the condition of the heart is SO important. to WILLfully sin and go against God is so dangerous, esPECIALLY when you know what's right. shoot.
you have to turn from your sinful ways and change your thinking and lifestyle when you repent in order to be forgiven.
i know i've been called to be a witness, so that's what i'm gonna do.
oh Lord, help me. lol
this is gon' be a toughie.
i've been relying too much on emotions. i've been doing things based on how i feel and not on what the word says, and it's my job to live by the word.
so basically i'm f'ing up.
but i'm gonna be totally humble about it. if anybody wants to call me out on whatever, i'm not gonna rush to prove myself right so much anymore.
most likely i'm gonna be wrong. it doesn't matter how i try and justify my actions, if it's not of God or related to Him, it's of the world. and i can't live of this world. i have to be different. even if i end up looking weird or like a freak because of it. i'm called to press on. Jesus, himself, says in John 15: 18-19:
"If you find the godless world is hating you, remember it got its start hating me. If you lived on the world's terms, the world would love you as one of its own. But since I picked you to live on God's terms and no longer on the world's terms, the world is going to hate you."
so that's it right there folks. i can't do these things i know are against him still knowing i'm in the shield of His grace. that's basically taking advantage. i feel like certain circumstances have taken me backwards once again.
i feel like i was searching entirely too hard for something that was not God. waisting my time with that instead of spending it trying to come closer to Him.
that's not to say i was just ignoring Him. i pray every night. i read my Bible pretty often. but that's not enough when i know as much as i do and i'm as close as i am to Him.
it's like i'm doing the one thing that i hate when other people do. i HATE it when people KNOW the word and KNOW the bible and STILL choose to sin.
i mean i'm not drinking and having sex every night while smoking crack laced with ecxtasy or anything like that. i just have my own personal problems that i feel like i'm holding back from God and he wants them and i can't seem to give them away.
well, tonight i'm done. i was inspired by people doin it just like me who got past all this crap that i still hold back from him.
another scripture that spoke to me was Hebrews 12: 14-17:
"Work at getting along with each other and with God. Otherwise you'll never get so much as a glimpse of God. Make sure no one gets left out of God's generosity. Keep a sharp eye out for weeds of bitter discontent. A thistle or two gone to seed can ruin a whole garden in no time. Watch out for the Esau syndrome: trading away God's lifelong gift in order to satisfy a short-term appetite. You well know how Esau later regretted that impulsive act and wanted God's blessing—but by then it was too late, tears or no tears."
Talk about conviction. it's like he knows right where i'm at and knows EXACTLY what to say to me. ya know?
well f(orget) that. i'm no esau. i have to move forward like never before.
if you see me slippin, call me out. PLEASE.
i've ignored it, but i can't do that so much anymore.
i'm giving it all to Him.
everything.
repentance is necessary for forgiveness.
the condition of the heart is SO important. to WILLfully sin and go against God is so dangerous, esPECIALLY when you know what's right. shoot.
you have to turn from your sinful ways and change your thinking and lifestyle when you repent in order to be forgiven.
i know i've been called to be a witness, so that's what i'm gonna do.
oh Lord, help me. lol
this is gon' be a toughie.
way for markus to both agree with what i've been trying to say and still make me feel convicted as crap
And we wonder why...
Markus Johnson
Yesterday I was getting ready for my Wednesday evening worship celebration and there was a stirring in my heart about a few things. It's one thing to start praying and God starts to speak to you but then it's another thing when you're just doing your thing and the Holy Spirit starts talking LOUDLY and commands your attention.
I had a similar experience yesterday.
Everybody needs to be very careful of what they say in this hour because we must remember Proverbs 21:23 He who keeps his mouth and his tongue, keeps his soul from troubles. Proverbs 18:21 The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit.
These are the times when we will be challenged to speak out of our emotions and frustration but we must not give in. We must speak the Word. We not only need to keep our tongue from speaking negative and faithless words but we must also be careful not to keep company with those who are not of the faith.
The Word tells us that the power pf death and life sits upon on our tongue. Many people are wondering why things are like they are but they never check to see what was the ;ast thing that they said. We don't take it as serious as we ought to but our words are so powerful and we are speaking our future into existence when we speak what the Word says or what our emotions are telling us.
The enemy wants to push the people of God into a corner and laugh in our faces but it's an indication that we are on the right track. If the enemy has told you that you're going under or that you won't make it, he just told you the opposite of what is about to happen. His tricks and schemes are nothing more but an intimidation strategy to get the people of God under pressure and to get their eyes off of what the Word says and on what our eyes are telling us. But remember....We walk by faith and not by sight.
Faith is what is in the Word of God and the only thing that God will respond to is his Word.
Times out for complaining and finding fault and speaking from the negative thoughts of doubt and unbelief; speak the Word of God.
Things will not change until we speak the Word of God. The Word says let the redeemed of the Lord say so. It's time for us to say something people of God.
The enemy wants to convince us to keep our mouths closed. He wants us to give in to the pressure Why? because he knows what's on the other side of the voice of victory. He wants us to shut up and not confess the promises of God and make us feel that it's just not working. What better solution do we have other than God's spoken Word? What answer is there other than Jesus? What hope is there other than Jesus? What other foundation can we stand upon and know for certain that we will not fall other than the Word of God?
Christ is the solid rock that we stand upon and all other ground sinks.
It's time church!! Keep sowing!! Keep giving!! Keep tithing!! The promises of the Lord are yes and amen. God's Word will never pass away. Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever more. For the Lord is good and his mercy endures forever.
We've come too far to give up now. We've been standing too long now. We've been praising God for too long now to quit and to hold back his praises. If it ever was a time to stick to the Word it's now.
God will honor faith because faith is his Word.
DON'T LET GO OF YOUR FAITH!!
If we are going to quit tithing we might as well stop serving God too.
If we're going to stop giving and sowing me might as well give up on being a Christian too.
We cannot say that we have saving faith and not have faith in God as provider, healer and deliverer.
The same God that saved us is the same God that will provide for us.
Do we think we can be a Christian and not walk in obedience to the Word which says to tithe and to give and to sow? It's impossible.
If our faith is weak in the day of adversity, our faith is small the bible says.
It's time for us to encourage each other and to keep one another built up in the faith.
This is the best time for the church and we've said for years that revival was coming to America but if we throw in the towel and back down the church will miss its biggest and greatest hour to shine because the world is one step away from seeking the church for answers. Why? Because Heaven and earth will pass away but the Word of God will always stand. It's upon this Rock that we the church are built and established on.
God loved to wait until all the wine is all gone so He can throw a big party and guess what....we are the party. We thought we had awesome praise and worship services but you wait and see how the glory of God is going to sweep this earth.
So be careful! Watch those words. If you want to speak anything, speak the WORD!!
Because when we speak the Word we are speaking the truth and we are giving God something to work with.
SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Markus Johnson
Yesterday I was getting ready for my Wednesday evening worship celebration and there was a stirring in my heart about a few things. It's one thing to start praying and God starts to speak to you but then it's another thing when you're just doing your thing and the Holy Spirit starts talking LOUDLY and commands your attention.
I had a similar experience yesterday.
Everybody needs to be very careful of what they say in this hour because we must remember Proverbs 21:23 He who keeps his mouth and his tongue, keeps his soul from troubles. Proverbs 18:21 The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit.
These are the times when we will be challenged to speak out of our emotions and frustration but we must not give in. We must speak the Word. We not only need to keep our tongue from speaking negative and faithless words but we must also be careful not to keep company with those who are not of the faith.
The Word tells us that the power pf death and life sits upon on our tongue. Many people are wondering why things are like they are but they never check to see what was the ;ast thing that they said. We don't take it as serious as we ought to but our words are so powerful and we are speaking our future into existence when we speak what the Word says or what our emotions are telling us.
The enemy wants to push the people of God into a corner and laugh in our faces but it's an indication that we are on the right track. If the enemy has told you that you're going under or that you won't make it, he just told you the opposite of what is about to happen. His tricks and schemes are nothing more but an intimidation strategy to get the people of God under pressure and to get their eyes off of what the Word says and on what our eyes are telling us. But remember....We walk by faith and not by sight.
Faith is what is in the Word of God and the only thing that God will respond to is his Word.
Times out for complaining and finding fault and speaking from the negative thoughts of doubt and unbelief; speak the Word of God.
Things will not change until we speak the Word of God. The Word says let the redeemed of the Lord say so. It's time for us to say something people of God.
The enemy wants to convince us to keep our mouths closed. He wants us to give in to the pressure Why? because he knows what's on the other side of the voice of victory. He wants us to shut up and not confess the promises of God and make us feel that it's just not working. What better solution do we have other than God's spoken Word? What answer is there other than Jesus? What hope is there other than Jesus? What other foundation can we stand upon and know for certain that we will not fall other than the Word of God?
Christ is the solid rock that we stand upon and all other ground sinks.
It's time church!! Keep sowing!! Keep giving!! Keep tithing!! The promises of the Lord are yes and amen. God's Word will never pass away. Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever more. For the Lord is good and his mercy endures forever.
We've come too far to give up now. We've been standing too long now. We've been praising God for too long now to quit and to hold back his praises. If it ever was a time to stick to the Word it's now.
God will honor faith because faith is his Word.
DON'T LET GO OF YOUR FAITH!!
If we are going to quit tithing we might as well stop serving God too.
If we're going to stop giving and sowing me might as well give up on being a Christian too.
We cannot say that we have saving faith and not have faith in God as provider, healer and deliverer.
The same God that saved us is the same God that will provide for us.
Do we think we can be a Christian and not walk in obedience to the Word which says to tithe and to give and to sow? It's impossible.
If our faith is weak in the day of adversity, our faith is small the bible says.
It's time for us to encourage each other and to keep one another built up in the faith.
This is the best time for the church and we've said for years that revival was coming to America but if we throw in the towel and back down the church will miss its biggest and greatest hour to shine because the world is one step away from seeking the church for answers. Why? Because Heaven and earth will pass away but the Word of God will always stand. It's upon this Rock that we the church are built and established on.
God loved to wait until all the wine is all gone so He can throw a big party and guess what....we are the party. We thought we had awesome praise and worship services but you wait and see how the glory of God is going to sweep this earth.
So be careful! Watch those words. If you want to speak anything, speak the WORD!!
Because when we speak the Word we are speaking the truth and we are giving God something to work with.
SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
something different
Tim William - Him After Her
http://rapidshare.com/files/197515292/Tim_William_-_Him_After_Her.rar
Tim William's upcoming album that hes releasing for free.
Very VERY Kenna soundingish.
not as good, but remniscent. Hell, he's new to the game.
Tim is the current live keyboardist for Kidz In The Hall and Gym Class Heroes.
http://rapidshare.com/files/197515292/Tim_William_-_Him_After_Her.rar
Tim William's upcoming album that hes releasing for free.
Very VERY Kenna soundingish.
not as good, but remniscent. Hell, he's new to the game.
Tim is the current live keyboardist for Kidz In The Hall and Gym Class Heroes.
some reggaeton perhaps?
Sergio Veneno - Ven Aqui Mama ft. Pharrell
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56169965fb7ab65d/
the hispanic artist signed to Star Trak
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56169965fb7ab65d/
the hispanic artist signed to Star Trak
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
i did find something...
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2O95PIRO
Team 20/20 presents CRS Mixtape - Rebel Music
Hosted by N.E.R.D.
it's got some pretty hott remixes on it.
check it out.
in the process of finding another one as well
Team 20/20 presents CRS Mixtape - Rebel Music
Hosted by N.E.R.D.
it's got some pretty hott remixes on it.
check it out.
in the process of finding another one as well
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