life's good i suppose.
miss crystal.
strongly dislike her father.... hardcore...
ugh.
new coldplay is my shizz.
i'll be in myrtle beach this entire next week. :]
very excited.
VERY excited.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Monday, June 9, 2008
I AM THE LASERGUN CARRYING MILKY WAY MASTER
so...
i love this girl.
i can be absolutely goofy playful and retarded and do absolutely nothing glamorous and she still looks me in the eye and tells me she loves me with the same emphasis she would any other time.
awesome.
still freaking out over SEEING SOUNDS.
gotta buy my 2 copies after i get paid and get the tickets...
and crys's summer camp stuff...
damn.
i love this girl.
i can be absolutely goofy playful and retarded and do absolutely nothing glamorous and she still looks me in the eye and tells me she loves me with the same emphasis she would any other time.
awesome.
still freaking out over SEEING SOUNDS.
gotta buy my 2 copies after i get paid and get the tickets...
and crys's summer camp stuff...
damn.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
time for a new post.
:) im so glad Crys got to hang out with me these last couple of days. she's awesome. idk what i would do without her.
...yes i do. i'd play Grand Theft Auto & watch DBZ! haha. jk. it's way more fun doin those things with the one i love most.
...yes i do. i'd play Grand Theft Auto & watch DBZ! haha. jk. it's way more fun doin those things with the one i love most.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
let's see... _____ ____-something lol was my "first love." lol
we never did anything together, but i just liked how she listened to me and how i listened to her.
after that was... __'_____ _______ i think. i REALLY liked her. she had all the qualities i wanted in a girl. well physical qualities at least. the one thing she WAS missing was a heart. it used to feel good to be with her until she dicked me over. and then i couldn't even look at her after that. and THEN i tried again and i waisted an entire summer trying and failing. ugh. i mean i loved her figure and her teasing and her horniness and her humor and listening capabilities, but now she's just a friend. to even think about her like that now is kind of awkward. lol
but as much as i said i loved the next girl, i never quite liked her as much as __'_____.
and we come to _____ _______. yes the sister of the above. lol the second longest relationship i ever had which was an even bigger waste of time for the two simple reasons being that she was fat and that she never loved me even though she said she did. however she did take my virginity and she liked to have sex...a lot... and phone sex... and masturbate... all of that.
and even still, she was really loose. i didn't know that at the time, but now i know tight pussy when i feel it. lol
that whole relationship went to Hell and now i don't even acknowledge her existence anymore. i could actually say that i hate her.
yea, i hate her.
but...
actually there's no but. i hate her. she's a bitch. fuck ______ _______.
in-between these was always ______ ________. now _____ never got past a friends wit benefits relationship, however she was a really REALLY good friend to me. she still is. however she had a __'_____ kind of figure goin for her and it just made me wanna hit it. and apparently i have some sort of attractive aesthetic qualities about myself. we connected in that sense. she really had some of the tightest pussy i've ever felt in my life. we never had sex, but just fingering her was a struggle! lol
but now we have _______ ______. and it's no lie when i say that she really means the world to me. she's more than just a piece of ass (which she really is. have you seen it? it's gorgeous). she understands me. i understand her. we vibe mentally and physically. she feels GREAT everytime! she's wise and gorgeous, amazing and everything to me! i love her. she loves me. no questions asked. i really do mean that from the core of my being.
she makes me want to write a song about her.
i can't see myself ever leaving her. even if her parents end up hating my black ass, i still love her. and because of that, we both figure God will see us through these hard times. as of now, there's no one to make me think differently. i can't lose this girl.
well that's me ranting.
i guess i'm done now.
had to get it off my chest.
*names have been removed for confidentiality*
we never did anything together, but i just liked how she listened to me and how i listened to her.
after that was... __'_____ _______ i think. i REALLY liked her. she had all the qualities i wanted in a girl. well physical qualities at least. the one thing she WAS missing was a heart. it used to feel good to be with her until she dicked me over. and then i couldn't even look at her after that. and THEN i tried again and i waisted an entire summer trying and failing. ugh. i mean i loved her figure and her teasing and her horniness and her humor and listening capabilities, but now she's just a friend. to even think about her like that now is kind of awkward. lol
but as much as i said i loved the next girl, i never quite liked her as much as __'_____.
and we come to _____ _______. yes the sister of the above. lol the second longest relationship i ever had which was an even bigger waste of time for the two simple reasons being that she was fat and that she never loved me even though she said she did. however she did take my virginity and she liked to have sex...a lot... and phone sex... and masturbate... all of that.
and even still, she was really loose. i didn't know that at the time, but now i know tight pussy when i feel it. lol
that whole relationship went to Hell and now i don't even acknowledge her existence anymore. i could actually say that i hate her.
yea, i hate her.
but...
actually there's no but. i hate her. she's a bitch. fuck ______ _______.
in-between these was always ______ ________. now _____ never got past a friends wit benefits relationship, however she was a really REALLY good friend to me. she still is. however she had a __'_____ kind of figure goin for her and it just made me wanna hit it. and apparently i have some sort of attractive aesthetic qualities about myself. we connected in that sense. she really had some of the tightest pussy i've ever felt in my life. we never had sex, but just fingering her was a struggle! lol
but now we have _______ ______. and it's no lie when i say that she really means the world to me. she's more than just a piece of ass (which she really is. have you seen it? it's gorgeous). she understands me. i understand her. we vibe mentally and physically. she feels GREAT everytime! she's wise and gorgeous, amazing and everything to me! i love her. she loves me. no questions asked. i really do mean that from the core of my being.
she makes me want to write a song about her.
i can't see myself ever leaving her. even if her parents end up hating my black ass, i still love her. and because of that, we both figure God will see us through these hard times. as of now, there's no one to make me think differently. i can't lose this girl.
well that's me ranting.
i guess i'm done now.
had to get it off my chest.
*names have been removed for confidentiality*
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
a friend who was debating Atheism posted this vid for me to watch...
so i replied to it with how i honestly felt about the guy.
so
watch this...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8US5E2ToP4
i didn't even finish it. lol
but here is my reply:
his logic is a bit flawed....
actually a lot flawed.
ok #1. just because you sin doesn't mean you go to hell, when you're a christian you are eternally saved. god sees your heart, not your actions.
and i'd beat the hell outta my kids.
F that.
#2. god doesn't send you to hell for not "praising his name" correctly. that sort of thing is between you and god. whether you decide to go all crazy in church or stay reserved doesn't matter. it's the condition of your heart. and god sees that.
#3. salvation isn't a cure. salvation is a result of a relationship with god. i'm not in a realtionship with god to go to heaven.
i'm in a relationship with him because he loves me and i love him back. he's someone i can always depend on. he's the only thing constant in this fallen world. consistency is something i admire in god. i mean think about it.
we didn't even have the promise of everlasting life before jesus came. why do you think people still worshipped god?
because he is a loving god. he's full of grace.
#4. Sin is not offending the ego of God. sin is what's wrong. i mean seriously, this guy makes god out to be some evil asshole egotistical idiot when that's not the case at all. i mean seriously, would we have recieved FREE WILL if he were a Hitler-esque dictator? the only reason this guy is even able to say any of this bs is because he has the free will to do so.
am i wrong?
#5. i can't even listen to anymore of this guy cuz he's an absolute idiot and his logic is COMPLETELY flawed.
you can't bash something you know nothing about.
he obviously has no grasp of the founding concepts of christianity.
but listen to him if you want.
i'll still spank my kids when they're wrong. that doesn't mean i don't love them!
i'll still praise god however i want to!
and i will continue to have a relationship with christ.
so if this guy says he'll go to hell proudly, i'll go to heaven and tell him to suck a dick while he's down there! lol
not really, but still...
PISSES ME OFF
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Now playing: Chester French - Neal
via FoxyTunes
so i replied to it with how i honestly felt about the guy.
so
watch this...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8US5E2ToP4
i didn't even finish it. lol
but here is my reply:
his logic is a bit flawed....
actually a lot flawed.
ok #1. just because you sin doesn't mean you go to hell, when you're a christian you are eternally saved. god sees your heart, not your actions.
and i'd beat the hell outta my kids.
F that.
#2. god doesn't send you to hell for not "praising his name" correctly. that sort of thing is between you and god. whether you decide to go all crazy in church or stay reserved doesn't matter. it's the condition of your heart. and god sees that.
#3. salvation isn't a cure. salvation is a result of a relationship with god. i'm not in a realtionship with god to go to heaven.
i'm in a relationship with him because he loves me and i love him back. he's someone i can always depend on. he's the only thing constant in this fallen world. consistency is something i admire in god. i mean think about it.
we didn't even have the promise of everlasting life before jesus came. why do you think people still worshipped god?
because he is a loving god. he's full of grace.
#4. Sin is not offending the ego of God. sin is what's wrong. i mean seriously, this guy makes god out to be some evil asshole egotistical idiot when that's not the case at all. i mean seriously, would we have recieved FREE WILL if he were a Hitler-esque dictator? the only reason this guy is even able to say any of this bs is because he has the free will to do so.
am i wrong?
#5. i can't even listen to anymore of this guy cuz he's an absolute idiot and his logic is COMPLETELY flawed.
you can't bash something you know nothing about.
he obviously has no grasp of the founding concepts of christianity.
but listen to him if you want.
i'll still spank my kids when they're wrong. that doesn't mean i don't love them!
i'll still praise god however i want to!
and i will continue to have a relationship with christ.
so if this guy says he'll go to hell proudly, i'll go to heaven and tell him to suck a dick while he's down there! lol
not really, but still...
PISSES ME OFF
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Now playing: Chester French - Neal
via FoxyTunes
Monday, May 26, 2008
i finished the GANTZ anime
and the manga drops june 28 i believe.
best believe i got that.
wow...very good.
definitely one of my all time fav's.
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Now playing: N.E.R.D - Locked Away
via FoxyTunes
best believe i got that.
wow...very good.
definitely one of my all time fav's.
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Now playing: N.E.R.D - Locked Away
via FoxyTunes
Sunday, May 25, 2008
i hate girls who try too hard (crystal popham)
this one girl always talks to my bf & always tries REALLY hard to impress him, i can tell.
always using song lyrics & crap to be like "hey look, i like the stuff you like"
yah. my point is, it's just really annoying & i don't understand what makes her think it's ok.
it's just a little funny to me. b/c he's definitely NOT interested what so ever.
hahaha. oh well. just thought id put that out there.
hahaha. i found this quite hilarious.
always using song lyrics & crap to be like "hey look, i like the stuff you like"
yah. my point is, it's just really annoying & i don't understand what makes her think it's ok.
it's just a little funny to me. b/c he's definitely NOT interested what so ever.
hahaha. oh well. just thought id put that out there.
hahaha. i found this quite hilarious.
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