Sunday, March 30, 2008

BREAKOUT

IT JUST HAPPENED
SO WHAT
BUT THEY’RE ALL LAUGHING
WHAT’S UP
WHY THE TEARS
HAVE NO FEAR
WE ARE HERE FOR YOU
BUT I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL
I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL WHEN NO ONE CARES

IF YOU FEEL JUST LIKE I FEEL (PUSH PEOPLE)
EVERYTHING’S PLASTIC, NOTHING’S REAL
FUCK YOUR LAWS, MY FATE’S NOT SEALED
WE’RE JUST DANCING NO BIG DEAL
HEY, JUST LET THE BULLSHIT PASS
OR WE’LL SKATEBOARD YOUR ASS
GOT MY BALLS
MY WHEELS
WE’RE JUST DANCING NO BIG DEAL

BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT
BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAK AWAY (PUSH PEOPLE)

ALL YOU CAN BE IS JUST YOU
‘CAUSE YOU’RE REAL, NOT THE PLASTIC TYPE
BUT REALITY SETS IN, YOU’RE STUCK IN THIS PLASTIC LIFE

WHY THE TEARS
WE’RE ALL HERE FOR YOU
BUT I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL
I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL AND I DO CARE

IF YOU FEEL JUST LIKE I FEEL (PUSH PEOPLE)
EVERYTHING’S PLASTIC, NOTHINGS REAL
FUCK YOU LAWS, MY FATE’S NOT SEALED
WE’RE JUST DANCING NO BIG DEAL
HEY JUST LET THE BULLSHIT PASS
OR WE’LL SKATEBOARD YOUR ASS
GOT MY BOMBS
MY WHEELS
WE’RE JUST DANCING NO BIG DEAL

BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT
BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAKOUT, BREAK AWAY (PUSH PEOPLE)

SHIT HAPPENS, JUST BLOW IT OFF
MAN, WE’RE GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL RIGHT
RIGHT, YEA
HEY, SHIT HAPPENS, JUST BLOW IT OFF
YEA, WE’RE GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL RIGHT
RIGHT, YEA

JUST AS LONG AS WE GOT THE SAME THING IN OUR VEINS
YOU AND I, WE ARE BOTH THE SAME
I’LL BAIL YOU OUT, SHOW YOU WHAT YOU SHOULD SEE
ONE LOVE, N.E.R.D.
PEACE

so to explain how i feel...

pissed.

i'm pissed at everything around me.

i don't feel like goin anywhere. i don't feel like doin anything.

and what is the root of this emotion?
let's vent, shall we?:
*i'm working 3day weeks now which totally sucks for my paycheck
*my tv broke today
*crystal is leaving me for like 2 weeks and won't be back for her entire spring break
*crystal's dad hates me and will totally let her go to fucking florida with some random bitch but won't let her go to church with me
*my final fantasy XI won't work s i waisted like a good hundred bucks on it
*i still haven't been refunded by jcpenney
*herbie and patience's relationship is honestly pissing me off with how stupid they both act to each other and it's just aggravating having to be the middle man
*crystal is still grounded and i don't know when i'll see her next and i hate it and it makes me really angry and i'm tired of having to sneak off and meet her in secret and just having to plot out our next meeting makes me so exasperated and i'm really tired of it
*people in church are starting to get on my nerves
*i'm starting to feel lonely again
*i'm not in college nor have i done anything to get me there


so yea. alot.

Friday, March 28, 2008

so i haven't just written in a while...

let's see....
jabbawockeez won america's best dance crew, which is ok since they were my second favorite.

bonnie, me, and oglesby are hangin out tonight. we're prolly just gonna f around.

me and crys are doin great.
today marks us being together for 6 months.
longest one yet for me.
i couldn't be happier.

i love her just as much now if not more than i did when i first told her.
and that's the way it oughta be.

i went and made a playlist of some of my favorite songs and picked my favorite artists out of those...
which are....

The Cool Kids
Kanye West
Kenna
N.E.R.D.
OneRepublic
Gnarls Barkley
L'Arc-en-Ciel
Justin Timberlake
Timbaland
Timbaland And Magoo
Crown Jewels
Joao Gilberto
Antonio Carlos Jobim
Steely Dan
Spymob
Black Star
Kylie Minogue
Teriyaki Boyz
The Clipse
Foo Fighters
John Mayer
Chromeo
Lupe Fiasco
Dir en Grey

just to give a hint at how diverse my taste is as of now...

look em up if ur interested. if you're not not disappointed, then you'll just think i'm insane. :]

Monday, March 24, 2008

prototype?

i hope that you're the one
if not,
you are the prototype
we'll tiptoe to the sun
and do thangs
i know you like

today must be my lucky day
baby
you are the prototype
let's do somethin out of the ordinary
like catch a matinèe
baby
you are the prototype

if we happen to part
Lord knows I dont want that
but hey
we can't be mad at God
we met today for a reason
I think im on the right track now


i think im in love...again
i think im in love...again
i think im in love...again

Friday, March 14, 2008

ZOCK ON!

so today was fun

i woke up and she was there which was a pleasant surprise. i mean WHOA.

well today was steak and BJ day.

i didn't get any steak....

unless there's steak in the stu mom made. i'm excited to go eat.
lol

i hope everything's ok with my baby though.

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Now playing: Wale - Back In The Go Go Ft. Bun B, Pusha T & Tre
via FoxyTunes

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Good day? i think so.

i got to hang out with her so i'm totally fine.
i have her Ipizzod so i'm updatin it now.
church was...ok?
i dunno. i was really tired and dozed off.
i saw nicole though! that was random.
i think hope wants my nuts so HARD. like seriously.

friday, i wanna love in ya mouth.
you totally know this already.
and u know ur good at it. i dunno why this was up for any sort of debate.
mwahahahahahaha!
lol jk...kinda...

well. she's got me lovestoned. man i swear she's bad and she knows.
i think that she knows.
she got angel eyes with a babyface.
i want my momma and daddy to meet her. maybe have my baby.
they keep talkin about ya bcuz they can't keep up with your pace.
your my SUPERFREAK. :]

mwahahahaha
lol jk. actually no. not at all.