makin music with john mayer

today

mother's funeral was absolutely beautiful.
crystal got to go.
i'm being sociable.
i love my family.
i'm gonna miss mother.
a lot.

one god.

I just

had another one of those stupid dreams.
this time it was andrea, my gay friend i went to summer camp with.
she's a carpet muncher! lol WTF

BRAIN IS FOR LOVERS

i love NERD.
KANYE WEST was awesome.
LUPE killed it as well of course.
rihanna...? i liked her band! but wasn't to excited for her.
glad i went with everybody (tamar, herbie, patience, crystal, sarah b, jamie r)
glad i met up with devin and trisha.
glad i had a good time.
:]


ps. bow wow and chris brown were randomly on stage with NERD which was awesome but random and crunk at the same time.

Glow in the dark...?

tis today my friends,
and i plan on enjoying it.




unrelated, i had a nightmare. 2 actually. one i was actually scared to the point where i woke up. i was looking for something and i went into this room and i heard this blood curdling scream and it freaked me out!
and another dream i had, i was at some chorus kinda thing and me and...taylor were totally gonna bang. i hate to say it cuz that would never happen. and guess what? it didn't. we got to the room and i was like "...no. i can't. i love crystal too much." and then mrs. winner walked in and i totally like the pro i am talked and lied my way out of trouble. then i woke up.
i keep having dreams like that though where i almost have sex with someone in my dream and then DON'T cuz crystal EVEN IN MY DREAMS is always on my mind.
is that bad?
idk
maybe cuz of those F*****g pictures she sent me... ;]

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Now playing: N.E.R.D - Rock Star
via FoxyTunes

Evelyn Rhunette Freeman

Dec. 4th, 1921- May 2nd, 2008


you will be missed.

let's see...

Love?




Excited For?




:]

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Now playing: Pharrell - Angel
via FoxyTunes